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9-Alex- goodbye agony

Start of chapter nine, can't believe he's mine

      I woke up to a tear streaked face and sad brown eyes, giving him a weak smile. We split up and got dressed for the day. I didn't feel like doing anything, though, so all I wore was some pajama pants and Oli's hoodie. Pretty okay outfit for the flight.

      When I walked out to the "living room" area I saw I was the last one to arrive. All of us had our bags so all we needed to do was call for an uber or something to go to the airport. Oli wrapped his arm around my waist and glumly stared down. "She's in a coma" he whispered so only I could hear. I nodded and bit my lip. Words can't describe what I feel at the moment

    "Oli what are gonna do about her," I asked him. He looked at me and cocked an eyebrow. "You forgot to say we before gonna" he said. "WELL MAYBE I JUST WANNA BE SPECIAL" I yelled, flipping my hair. He smiled for the first time today and we continued talking like idiots.

       Sure, what happened with Jill is tearing me apart, but the rest of them don't need to know that. After all, I know now that I need to be more uplifting. But then it all struck me.

      Oli and I.. we won't be able to see each other for who knows how long. We'll suffer through long nights and loneliness.. depression and temptation. All of it. The part that bothers me the most is.. he's him. He's so amazing and he can have any girl he wants. If I'm not there to bull guard him.. who knows.

      I grabbed his hand and pulled him into my room. "I'm scared," I told him. He cupped my face with his hand. "Jill will be fine, don't worry," he consoled me as I shook my head. I told him everything. All my worries about him leaving and in the end he just laughed.

    "It's not funny" I said to him, with the tsundere hair flip. He wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me down onto the bed. "Don't worry, I don't go outside enough to cheat on you," he said, causing us both to laugh. I feel like trash and laughing is the last thing I want to do but... I really like him okay.

         Jill will be okay. He won't cheat. We will see each other in a month or so at Joel and Lizzie's wedding. I guess I shouldn't worry. After all, I can just stalk his social media.

      We had this cute moment where I stared into his eyes and he stared into mine. I love brown eyes and he makes them even better. I can't point it out but something about them is just amazing. Maybe it's love. Maybe it's Maybelline.

        We both leaned in and when we were centimeters away... "HEY GUYS SMALLISHBEANS HERE WELCOMING YOU TO STALK YOUR FAVORITE YOUTUBERS." I uh.. I kinda fell off the bed. Not my fault, by the way.

      "The Orionsound and Proxie exposed!" He laughed, filming the whole incident. I flipped him off and then tucked myself under the bed. Turtle power. I immediately regretted it, considering my hip hadn't healed from the last time I did it, and I hit it again.

         Oli dragged me out from under the bed and laughed with everyone else. Ashamed and triggered, I returned to the rest of the group while Joel continued to record. I looked at Oli and he nodded in approval, knowing what I was going to do.

         I took out my camera from my purse and began recording. "Joel wants to expose me and Oli, so let's expose him and Lizzie!" I said with excitement. I watched the colour drain from his face. "First off, it's okay to be kinky but wow guys, they take it too far" Oli joked at the camera. "And we know you sneak out every night to do god knows what" I continued for him. Lizzie had finally looked up from her phone and now was chasing us... So we ducked into the bathroom and locked ourselves in.

        Bad idea, considering we could hear Joel Saying, "well our lovely couple has locked themselves in the bathroom to do whatever they do." I got on my phone and began going through YouTube. "Whatcha' doing there?" Oli asked me, and I gestured for him to sit on the toilet while I took my spot in the tub.

      "Going through our old videos to find blackmail" I joked and he smiled. Soon he'd gotten his phone out too and helped. I mean it's a petty thing, but it's funny. And quality blackmail. I mean we're just a cute couple making our friends look bad. Now before you get triggered, no I'm not going to post it. I'll just make them think I did.

      Lily texted me saying that they calmed down and had negotiated a truce. I was about to leave when oli stopped me. "Listen.. I know you're heartbroken and I am too. I mean we barely knew Jill, but she means so much to us. I just.. I.." I cut him off.. with a cheesy cliche kiss! Because I totally didn't steal that from Disney channel! HAHA.. ha.... ha... yea.

      But now that I actually had time to think and appreciate it.. I really enjoyed it. It's like.. I dunno. I kissed a couple of kids when I was in grade school but this feels much more.. real. Like I'd finally been brought to earth.

     Shut up, okay, I think it's cute. Anyhow I looked at him and said "it's fine, don't worry 'bout it" he cocked an eyebrow saying, "are you stoned?" I laughed and shook my head. Anyhow after that we left the bathroom

,    So you basically know what happens next, we left in Ubers after me and oli had an over dramatic goodbye. Well we just hugged and parted. That's it. It was a dramatic hug, though.

End of nine, insert rhyme