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38-Alex-Confrontation

okay so before the chapter I have to say this. I have more books, One of them is about Scott and another is Marble Hornets. if  you want to read them please do, because I only have two more chapters after this before I'm done with this book. On top of that, I'm losing WiFi so updates can only happen maybe once a week.

chapter thirty eight, when you've got lots of followers, who needs a real Mate?

Scott spent he night on our couch. I feel bad for the guy. I mean.. I know what it's like to be abandoned and betrayed like that. It's a long story, but I assure you it's similar. I just can't bring myself to tell it. I got up and walked to the closet, picking out something t wear for the long day of confrontation. There is too much today to wear sweats with pride.

I ended up wearing some red leggings, a light brown sweater, a dark brown infinity scarf and some brown boots. Super fall, go me! I walked out into the kitchen to see Scott and Oli talking over some Cheerios. Going over to the coffee pot I found that someone- probably Oli- made me a cup. I took a sip and sat by the boys. they continued to talk about whatever as I went through my phone. They both wore some generic plaid pajamas as well and tee shirts. Today I have to go on this mission by myself, spending my Sunday on some important business.

I think Scott is still shocked over what happened and that's why he is being so calm. Either that or he just is so tired he can't comprehend last night. After listening to them discuss some new video games for a while, I finally decided to go. I kissed Oli and waved bye to Scott before I headed out the door. Mariel (who just recently came to our side as a spy) informed me that Lily was going to babysit for Lauren in the park for a while. I decided that this would be an appropriate idea to finally end this fight. I'm tired of it.

I drove down there and parked in the school parking lot. I looked myself in the mirror and begun my prep talk. "Alex don't back down. I know you're terrified, but this needs done. People look up to you. You can't be letting them down any longer. Do this and just let it be" I said. I felt pretty pumped from it and took a deep breath. I'm not one for motivational talks, so that's pretty okay from me. I got out of the car and started walking toward the playground. Sure enough, Lily sat there watching two kids.

I walked over and sat on the bench, saying "we need to talk." She sat there, shocked at my general presence here. "I have nothing to say to you," she huffed. I shook my head and begun the explaining everything from my point of view. Eventually I heard her sniff. "I'm sorry Alex." She begun, "I know it was too much. I'm sorry. Please, this is all too much. I can't take it any longer." I begun to feel sad, but then remembered why i came in the first place.

"I can't ever fully forgive you," I let my words linger in the air. "But I have an Offer. Stop the fighting, And we can just let it be. You can live your life and I can live mine. If our paths happen to cross, so be it. I want you to tweet an apology and make a video explaining all that has happened. Maybe eventually I will come running back, but until then, except this to be our last discussion."
 
     I sighed and stood up, leaving her there. It felt amazing to finally do that honestly. I got in the car and drove around for a bit. I don't know where I'm going, so I just went to Skye's place. She was wherever so I just got a coffee and sat by the window. That is until someone I recognized walked in: Lauren. At first I wanted to run and hide, to keep blaming her for my problems. But I can't do that anymore.

     I walked up to her and her face dropped. "What do you want?" She asked. I smiled, realizing this would be a lot easier than I thought. Sighing, I stared her dead in the eyes. "I know what you did," I begun. "But I don't care. I don't care that you influenced Lily to do most of this, I just don't. Honestly though, if you feel that way, I'm fine with it. Please stop destroying friendships though." I didn't want to hear what she said afterwards, so I just left. I decided that I would just go home and watch movies on the TV. Productive day I think.

     thirty eight, Anne is my best mate