Dear future me:
I must say I never thought it was possible to have a crush for years, but trust me future me IT IS POSSIBLE!
From grade seven to nine, I have liked this funny guy Ethan. He's good looking too, and those chocolate brown eyes are like to die for! Like I haven't written these things like a hundred times already ... Either way. He asked me to join his friends and Ella here later today. In about an hour. I'm already here and early. I was thinking of studying, but I wanted to write in my diary instead.
You can never guess what happened in the math lesson today! I talked to Ethan and he said something so everyone in our class could hear. He said that he thought I was attractive and that he couldn't hide his feelings for me anymore. Now I'm thinking. Does he really like me or was it just a part to avoid problems with Mr. Gory?
Oh! I see Ella right now, so I should stop writing.
Anna <3 Ethan!
"Are you already here?" Ella asks while she curls her brown hair with her fingers.
I jump up from the pink chair with panic and I start to look around. All I can see is empty white and black tables until I spot Ella next to my right side.
"Oh, it was you!" I sigh in relief.
"Yeah. I decided to be early!" I laugh.
"Of course. You didn't want to miss your date!" Ella grins.
"Uh? What do you mean?" I raise one eyebrow.
"Duh! I spoke to his friends and we all agreed to leave you alone with him. I promise no one will tell him about it, but I just wanted to be a good friend and say it to you." Ella says as she smiles towards me.
"W-what?! Are you serious?" I drop my jaw.
"Are you excited?" Ella hits me lightly on my shoulder.
"Uh ... Uh ... uu ..."
"Anna! You look like you've seen a ghost. Well. I take that as a yes. You are very excited! By the way, I promise everything will be okay. Just be as awesome as I know you can be. Make sure to flirt with him as well. Do you want to know one thing? I died of happiness when he said that he liked you in the math class earlier. Did he speak anything more with you afterward?" Ella studies me.
I stand up and hug Ella with tears in my eyes.
"Thank you for helping me!" I say, then I break apart.
"What are friends for? Oh. I booked a haircut in the afternoon, so I must leave now, sorry! Hum. Do you think I match in like really short hair? Not like too short. I mean more cut the hair to my shoulders. Or is that too short?" Ella seems stressed at least that's what her facial expression reveals. Her face looks dreamy.
"Cut it a bit under the shoulder, then you will be fine. I'm sure the guys will still like you! Leave now. I think I will be fine!" I stretch up to pat Ella on her head. I'm shorter than Ella, but just with a few centimeters. Okay ... More like eight centimeters shorter, but still!
I watch as Ella runs away out of the café's glass doors.
A few minutes later I pick up my orange Bluetooth headphone and put it on my head. The big ones you put over your ears, not in your ears. After that, I take my touch phone and put on 80s rock music. I listen to AC/DC songs. After a while I look at my phone, to see what the clock is. Fifteen minutes until Ethan will show up. I wonder if he likes 80s rock as much as I do.
I listen to Guns N' Roses as well as Queen. My gaze goes back to the home screen multiple times until the clock finally becomes 5 P.M. I look around the cafe's area many times, but all I can see is a few students from the school who sits at the tables and doing their studies. I can't see Ethan anywhere. The home screen lights up and a message is shown.
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Secret Admirer
Teen FictionTwo years of being in love with a person who doesn't even know about it. Two years of keeping my crush secret from my friends. Two years of blaming myself for being too shy. It's time to start doing something or else I will lose the guy I've liked s...
