With a New Face of Failure

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P.O.V Roger

I felt my throat close up, I gasp for air. Exhaling, but not able to take a breath. I pushed it aside, probably just my nervous side creeping up. But it was more than that. My hands started getting sweaty and I couldn't feel my hands, it became numb and the sound became distant. I couldn't tell if I was drumming, I clutched my neck, as if it helped, but it didn't. I suddenly lose control of my body and fell out of seat. 

What is going on? I slowly let my eyes close.

I woke up in a hospital. My vision was blury as I tried to focus on the painting centered on the wall, but it keep looking odd. I close my eyes. Focus Roger, come on. I opened my eyes again, more clearer, but still weird. I rub my eyes and sigh. I finally noticed the flowers that covered the wall, floor to ceiling. I smiled, but was too weak to get up to read the letters. I heard small murmurs outside my door.

"No... Not now, he's probably sleeping." Sounded like Kyle, or one of them.

"He has to know ,Toni." She whispered hoarsely.

"Fine." He opened the door and smiled at me. "Hey, buddy." He walked over and patted my arm. "Can you understand me?" I nodded, my throat was too sore to use. "Ok. Uhm... Yeah." He left, quickly. A girl walked into the room as she nervously played with her sleeve. She was beyond beautiful.

"Are you a fan?" I manage to whisper. Wincing at every word. 

"Don't talk. And yes I am, but I'm not here for a signature." She sighed, I moved over so she could sit on my bed. She had light brown hair that slowly turned into blonde at the tips. She had morning coffee eyes that caught the light. It was more a puppy look instead of 'becoming a woman' look. I was confused... What's happening? "I'm pregnant... With your baby..." Oh, that's always good to hear when you first wake up. "It was about 1 or 2 months ago. I just found out a month ago, though." She looked at the bear in her hands. "I thought I would tell you, I know it's a bad time, but I needed to tell you..." Her eyes starting gathering tears. She sniffed. "I'm sorry." I opened my arms, she looked at me. I waved her to me. She smiles and lays her head on my chest. Now I remember her... She had a innocent smell and her hair was soft. I hesitated... Then stroked her hair, letting her cry get quieter and quieter. 

I manage to whisper again, "I'll help you... Promise." I sucked in more air, trying to steady my breathing again.

"Thank you, Roger." She rubbed my loose arm that held her to me. We laid there, as she cuddled my arm and laid next to me. "I don't know if you remember my name, but its -"

"Dorine."

"Good." For another good 10 minutes we lay there until she sniffs and wiped her face as she gets up. "I have to go, but if you want me to, I'll come back."

"Please do."

"I will." She smiled, and looked down at the bear. "Catch." She tossed it to me. I move my arms to catch it, but it hits me in the face anyways. She laughed. "Bye." And left. 

I clenched the bear in my hands. Studying the face, I let the tears slowly come out my face. I'm going to be a dad... How did this happen? I thought I was wearing a condom, and she swore she was on birth conrol... I thought I did...

"Hey." Kyle comes in with the gang as I flip through the channels. I nod my head, but still stare at the TV. "I heard about the thing." 

I gulped, but I played dumb. "What thing?" My throat still hurt, but it felt better.

"Oh come on Roger." Oliver said, laying to me. "Like it didn't just  happen."

"You know... You're whole choking thing. Are you ok?" Toni eyed me. Sending me some message. 

"Oh... Yeah, it still kinda hurts." I said, he sat back, almost a little relieved. I got it.

"Isn't the dotor coming in today?" Oliver watched the TV.

"Yeah." Kyle munched on Cheetos. Just then the doctor walks in.

"Roger." He looks at me with his beaded eyes. "This is important."

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