the truth ( joker fan fiction )

what now?

so, Joker decided that Victoria wasn't good enough for Joker.

and lets be honest here, she wouldn't have survived a week.

I really thought she was tougher tho..

But I guess when you realise you are in the same room as a crazy killer, your "toughness" goes down about three feet.

I am sitting in Jokers office. it turns out Katie was murdered by one of his own henchmen when they was doing a robbery.

"why couldn't Victoria just been more tough.. it would have done this so much more easy for me!" joker mumbles walking in a sirkel in his office.

I just stare at him.

what else should I do? im supposed to be mute..

I can't just say; "hey! what about Jaime? isn't she pretty enough? I know she is not beautiful, but if you juse enough makeup she can look a little better?"

then Joker stops and stears at me. he mumbles something to himself. then walks around in his sirkel again.

I swear. if this would have been Donald ducks world, Joker would have walked a big sirkel down in his floor. he have been walking around for about..

I look at the big clock on the door.

jup, two hours now.

"okey, here is the deal. if your sister, Jaime, is going to be my girlfriend. you have to either quite, die or keep the job but never take off that mask" he says pointing at me.

I look weirdly at him.

okey? what the fuck?

He let out a frustrated groan. "don't you understand!?"

I shake my head.

"she is indeed beautiful" he starts.

what!? he can't be serious. can he? no I can't. im ugly as FUCK!

"but! she remind too much of you" he says while throwing his hands up in the air.

I started laughing. he looks so stupid!

wait.. I was laughing at Joker while he was here?

I quickly shut my mouth. he was looking weirdly at me.

that face...

I started laughing again.

FUCK FUCK FUCK STOP LAUGHING YOU ARE GOING TO GET YOURSELF KILLED!

But to my surprise Joker started laughing too.

"this is tragic..." he says shaking his head. "just bring your sister her and wear that mask"

I look up at him. I have never really realised how tall he is. like I have seen that he is really tall, but he is about one and a half head higher that me.

and I am not a small girl. im actually kinda tall... I think..

but Smiley is taller than me too...

"why are you still here?" he laughs.

I then storm out before he can hurt me, or worse.

when I get to my room all I can think about is Joker telling me im beautiful.

I look at myself in the mirror.

beautiful... funny someone would ever think that about me..

then the thought hit me.

how am I suppose to bring MYSELF to Joker with ME standing there?

how am I suppose to bring JAMIE to Joker with ME standing there?

oh, fuck..

what now?

I could write a letter from me? from Jamie. to Joker. saying if he would want me to be his girlfriend... heee.. would have to meet me.. on.. in the park.

yeah, yeah. that would work...

no, it won't...

I groans hitting the wall really hard.

fuck! I hit through the wall..

how am I going to pay for that?!

I look around after an opportunity to hide it somehow hide it...

I look around to see a big poster off "The Beatles". better than nothing..