Smut

I Love You So Much Already (Ethan)

You and Ethan had been together for about four and a half years, and you were currently five months pregnant with your first child. You were sitting at home while him and Grayson were out at a meeting, just watching tv while you waited for them to get home.

"(Y/N)! We're home!" You heard Ethan call from the foyer.

"I'm in the living room!" You called back. You heard Ethan and Grayson come into the living room and plop down on the sofa with you.

"Hey baby." Ethan said kissing you. "Hey my other baby." He added, kissing your belly.

"We've missed you today." You said to him.

"I missed you guys too." He said.

"Well, now that you two are home, what do you want for dinner?" You asked.

"I was thinking we'd just order take out." Ethan said.

"Yeah, you've been cooking dinner for us every night of pretty much your entire pregnancy. You deserve a break. Let someone else do the cooking for a change." Grayson said.

"Awe, it's okay. I don't mind cooking." You said as you began to get up off the couch.

"No, no, no. Don't get up. We're ordering in." Ethan said.

"Alright, fine." You laughed. You sat back down on the sofa and Ethan wrapped his arms around you. You chit chatted while you waited for the food to be delivered. Once you all had your food and were ready to eat, you turned on a movie and had a chill night in. You enjoyed being with the boys, just hanging out. Once you finished eating, and cleaned up the living room, it was getting a bit late, and being pregnant drained your energy, so you decided that you were going to call it a night. You walked off to the bedroom, and Ethan followed shortly behind. You changed into your pajamas and lied down in bed while Ethan was in the bathroom. You lied in bed, talking to your belly when you let out a gasp.

"What? What's wrong?"  Ethan said as he ran out of the bathroom.

"The baby just kicked." You said, a tear running down your cheek.

"Oh my god, are you serious?" He asked as he sat on the bed next to you. You took his hand and placed it on the spot where your baby kicked,

"Talk to them." You said.

"Hello in there. I know we haven't met yet, but I love you so much already. And your mommy does too. We can't wait for you to be here, and be able to hold you in my arms, and spoil you, and love you endlessly. You're already the best thing that's happened to me." Ethan said as he kissed your belly. A few seconds later, you felt your baby kick again, causing Ethan to gasp.

"They like the sound of your voice baby." You said as you ran your fingers through his hair. He looked up at you and smiled.

"(Y/N), I can't believe we're going to be parents. This is still so surreal to me. What if they don't like me? What if I'm a terrible dad?" He asked.

"Baby, no. Don't think like that. I know you're scared. I am too. But, this baby is going to love you just as much as you're gonna love them. You're going to be an amazing dad, I'm sure of it." You said. He kissed the top of your head and you heard him sigh.

"I love you. So much. How did I get so lucky to have you in my life?" He asked.

"I ask the same thing about you." You smiled. You kissed him softly and settled into bed, drifting off to sleep as soon as your head touched the pillow.