The Devil in Disguise✔(On-Going)

2nd Chapter

Tuloy-tuloy lang ako sa paglalakad.

Ang sakit na sobra ng paa ko pero hindi ako puwedeng sumuko ngayon.

Kailangan kong makahanap ng renting unit.

Naglakad lakad ako at napansin ang mala-kahel na langit.

Malapit na pala mag gabi. Ilang oras na rin akong naglalakad.

Ni hindi ko nga alam kung saan ako tutuloy.

Funny how I look at myself slowly being torn into "keep going" and
"rest now."

I just wanna ask myself and I want an answer.

What should I do now?

Is this appropriate?

Is this how my life matters?

Walking..and walking..and walking and you're slowly being lost in nowhere.

No wander why people used to leave me.

I'm always torn into something and slowly, It's destroying me.

A simple walk..
A simple music in my ears..

Can cause the tears from my eyes to roll down.

While walking, I found myself looking back to the past.

All my life, I've been cared and noticed by many. But now, I'm a nobody. I'm a shadow. A ghost neither.

When will they see my worth?

Or, when will I see my worth even?

Napasinghap ako at napaupo sa tabi-tabi.

Inalis ko ang suot kong rubber shoes at hinilot ang namamaga kong mga paa.

"Believe yourself Charlotte, you did the right thing. You chose the right path." Sabi ko sa sarili ko.

Sinuot kong muli ang sapatos ko at tumayo.

Malapit ng magdilim ang langit at ngayon ko lang maransan ito.

Ang maglakad ng halos buong isang araw.

Keep going and keep walking and I doubt I'll end with nothing.

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Isang oras ng madilim ang langit.

Lalo akong nakaramdam ng pangamba.

I'm brave. I can fight and defend myself but I can't help myself.

I'm worrying because I'm starting to doubt if I really chose the right path.

Did I?

Iniisip ko kung saan ako matutulog.

Ano, mangangatok ako at sasabihin naakikituloy? Tss. I don't want pity.

But one more option.

Matulog sa kalye.

I laughed a little and get myself together.

Wala akong choice.

Nagsimula nanamang manghina ang katawan ko.

Inaapoy nanaman ako ng lagnat.

Come on, charlotte. Keep going.

Naghanap ako ng matutulugan.

Sa tabi-tabi meron akong mga napansing stalls na malawak ang bubong.

Pwede naman ako siguro rito.