LOL this chapter didn't make me emo it made me LAUGH but eh enjoy
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So it's about 8am and I woke up so I can spend an early morning with Justin. I called him a couple of times earlier but he didn't answer so i'm guessing he's still asleep?
Let's just hope I can find a way in his house lol
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So I've arrived at Justin's house and his car was out so i'm guessing he's awake? Dunno who the other car belongs to though.
"What the fuck is she doing here?" I hear as soon as I enter Justin's house
I see it was fucking Alexis Redding
"Calm-"
"Why are you here?" I ask her
"Because Justin asked me to come. Your little boyfriend didn't tell you I'm coming over? Lol shame you're just like the rest of the hoes."
"Holly. Why are you here?" Justin asked
What even
"Really Justin. You're watching this girl bully me and all you say is what am I doing here?"
"Holly-"
"You know... why am I here? I should just go." I say and then turn around to head to the door
"Holly wait!" Justin shouts following me out the door without Alexis following
I ignore him and carry on speed walking to my car.
"Holly-May!" He shouts and then he gets a hold of me and grabs my wrists as I was about to open my car
"What do you want Justin?" I ask not giving him eye contact
"Why are being like this?"
"Why am I being like this?!" I repeat his sentence, getting a bit mad, "You're still talking to that girl that fucking slapped me for nothing at my own house, that girl that ruined our relationship- that girl that made you cheat." I say on verge of crying
"Why are you so touched? We're not dating Holly-May." Justin says calmly
"That's the thing Justin, we're not. But that's not what you told me yesterday. I thought we could start again, but maybe not." I say to him and then open my car door
He grabs me again, "What do you mean by that? We didn't do anything, we're fucking talking for jesus sake!"
"I know that!-"
"Then what do you want?!" He shouts
"It's hard." I cried
"Why is it hard?"
"Because you don't know how it's like to get cheated on." I cry. He keeps quiet and looks at me with those sorry eyes
"Holly-" he starts to comfort me but I stop him
"Don't!" I say wiping my tears, "Don't say that you're sorry because right now it looks like you're not."
Tears couldn't stop flowing so I stopped wiping them. I look into Justin's eyes
"I stayed there.. home, waiting for you after your stupid party, thinking you'd come back fine like you were but ... no. I had to fricken find out from my best friend that gives me so much love than you. I left her for months because of you. But you don't appreciate that. Because here you are now talking to the girl that ruined our relationship."
"Holly, I'm so sorry." He said
I take a deep breath and out to calm my self down, "All I want for you is to stop with her, stop with all of the others, Justin. Not only because i'm jealous or something it's because of you. If you want us to actually be in relationship, get rid of them because when you're around them. You don't even know what a relationship is." I say and then look at him one more before hopping into my car.
"Holly-"
"This isn't a game Justin, it's real life. But you wouldn't know right? You don't know." I say looking at him and then close my window, starting the car.
"Holly wait." Justin says
"What?"
"I love you."
"Do you? How would you know? You're clueless on everything."
"Not on how much I love you."
"And how am I supposed to believe that?"
"If you loved me enough, you would know."
"I do obviously love you Justin. Or should I say now, that I did?"
"You don't love me anymore?" Justin asked
I roll my eyes and start the car again, "Bye Justin."
"Just tell me now!"
"How could I not? How could anyone not? You're a fricken hotspot when it comes to love. You're loved around the world, so stop acting like i'm the only one that loves you because it's the opposite."
He just sighs and shakes his head having nothing else to say.
"Bye Justin. Have fun talking to Alexis."
and after that I left. And he didn't even stop me anymore. Well what could I say. He's clueless about how I feel. He doesn't know.
