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that jb pregnancy prank really fooled me y'all

Holly-May's p.o.v

I hear a faint knock on my door. I stayed still not wanting to go answer since i'm all alone, and who could be knocking on my door this late at night?

Continuously, the knocking continued. My heart starts to race faster and faster. It could be Justin. It could be Ella my assistant, It could be Nicola even.

I slowly make my way out my room and approached the door. I check the door viewer to see who it was
I could see someone standing outside - it was a girl

A small amount of relief fell off my shoulders until I realized, it could be someone like alexis, who knows? what would i even do if i saw her? beat her ?

I opened it to someone i didn't expect.

I let out a huff of air to let myself cool down, "hey hailey, what's up?"

"hey...can i come in ?"

"oh um,"

"I heard about you and Justin" She looked down to her feet as her hands held behind her back.

I roll my eyes and I was about to shut the door on her, clearly stating i don't want to talk about it, her hand stopped the door from closing, "Holly-May."

"Not in the mood Hailey-" I state but she cuts me off

"I came here to tell you one thing, that's it."

I keep quiet and let her continue

She sighed, "dude, what's it to you?"

"huh?"

"do you not want to sort things out? after all you guys apparently had?"

"apparently?" i ask confused

she ignores my questions, "come on, talk to him, properly this time. You can't deal with heartbreak if you don't talk it out with them."

"How do you even?" I raised my eyebrows as my face fell. Great, Justin has probably told everyone now.

"He told me, he called me, Justin really cares about you, don't you see it?" she rolled her eyes.

"wow, he really fooled you too." I shook my head, taking a step back

"no ones being fooled Holly, it's not that bad, he kept a secret for your benefit from you. it's not like the video even got published !" She caught me off guard

I take a step forward, shocked by her response, "Wow, you're actually defending him? Seriously?"

"I just heard him out, why haven't you?" she says with a rude tone

"I have but to ignore the fact that i've been heartbroken these past few months? if you clearly don't understand my point of view, you clearly haven't been through heartbreak."

"I have! Even if I haven't, I wouldn't have needed to go through it to picture what it's like." she explains

"you don't understand, you don't know what it's like having someone fill you up with words and promises on how you're going to be together forever. how he never wants you to leave him. he made me promise to never cheat, after the first time cheating on me and i agreed, that i wouldn't. to never even see another person as anything more than a friend, he made me promise all these things, only for him to be the one break it." my voice became shaky as my body was overwhelmed and heated
i click my fingers, "just like that."

"holly-may you two have been through everything. it was to preven-"

"he promised. he knows how much that meant. even if it was to benefit me of being hated even more but, that didn't mean he should leave me." i cut her off

"look," she sighs, "all i'm saying is, if you still care about him, talk with him. you two have a love more powerful than i've ever seen. it can't end in bad terms." she shook her head

i thought to myself

"Justin is on the edge right now. he made you worldwide known, look where you are now, going to teen vogue and everything, imagine if that video was sent holly-may? would you even be here? trust me i've been many times on magazines like vogue, teen vogue, it's literally my job. and i'm telling you wouldn't even be here if that video got out, he was trying to prevent you from getting so much hate if that video was published.... so honestly, it's the least you can do for him. the damage is done, the video isn't going to get bloody published, so talk to him now gosh"

"why does this worry you so much?! i don't under-"

"it's because justin's human too, can you just stop being selfish for once?" before i could answer she walks off, not giving me a chance to reply and i stand there, not knowing what to do

i shut my door

"fuck!" i shout to myself. i run back to my room. taking my phone and look at the time

12:31am

so what now? what the fuck do i do?! do i talk to him? i'm feeling so bad but i know that it still isn't my fault. is it not his fault either?

i'm going insane

—-

Justin:

you know what
you fucking win

what?

seriously? hailey?

i'm leaving tomorrow back to los angeles so if you want to talk, let's find somewhere to meet at 3pm and actually see what happens

seriously?

did i stutter?
just say if you don't want to anymore

of course i do holly may
you know that

no i don't that's why i asked

do you know a place or do i have to google for a restaurant or cafe ?

we can meet at '1904' it's in manhattan

sounds good

thank you ❤️

you're insane

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