Why the fuck did I write this chapter? Because bitch I want tea 🐸☕️
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"Hey," Justin sighs sitting down opposite me, "sorry I'm late."
After sometime of blowing up his phone and asking to meet up, he finally agrees so decided to meet up by West Hollywood, at Jinkys Cafe.
I don't bother to question him, I'm actually so over his stories, "why are you wearing a jumper? It's hot." I ask
"I don't want paparazzi getting shots at my face, also didn't want people to notice me." He shrugs taking out his phone and replies to a message.
I look at him replying to his message, thinking of ways to talking to him about this Selena situation.
"Are you with Selena now?" I blurt out.
He looks up from his phone giving me an unpleasant look, "why would you ask that?"
"I'm curious, everyone thinks you are. Even Maejor texted me and asked what's up." I explain
He just takes a deep breath, locking his phone and looks down.
"Okay, what's wrong Justin?" I ask, regretting asking that question because I feel like I know what's going to happen next.
He looks at me in the eyes, he tries to find the words, "I think we should take a break..."
I widen my eyes, okay I didn't see that fucking coming
"It's not you, it's just that there's a lot going on right and i'm not at the right state to be in a relationship right now." he tries to explain
"...Are you breaking up with me?" it comes out as a whisper because of the shock
"No, Holly-May. I just need space to clear my head a little bit."
"so you're breaking up with me." i state
"did i stutter? if you want to call it that then okay, im breaking up with you.." he raises his voice, taking the hood off his head from his hoodie
My jaw drops, "do you hear how you sound? Not only are you breaking up with me but you're being really selfish right now. Is this because of Selena? Do you want her back instead of me?" I say angrily, without stoping to take a breath.
"No, god, Holly-May it's not that, I just fucking explained it to you." He back fires
"saying you're having a bad day is why you're breaking up with me ?" I say glaring at him
He only sighs
I've had it with him.
I smile to wash away the pain that I feel in my heart, "okay. Just know that this is it Justin, no more chances. What happened to, I can't live without you? I've wasted my life basically traveling the world with you, and this is how you thank me?! Fucking asshole." I say standing up, ready to leave
"Holly-May, sit dow-"
"How about you shut up?" I cut him off, "don't ever speak to me again." I warn
"Holly-May I said I just wanted space!" He raised his voice making people turn their heads to look at us, "please just sit down and I'll explain to you." He asks
I sigh and listen to what he said I must do.
"You said you guys were friends, Justin." I say in a hurt tone
"I know and we are Holly but... I was just thinking, about us."
"What about us?"
"We rushed... we don't have many things in common-"
"What do you mean we have nothing in common? We love each other, that's something in common."
"I'm famous Holly, life is hectic, people threaten me and it's all so much. You don't need that, you're in college, you don't need people give you looks," I shake my head and stop listening to him
I raise a hand to shush him, "we've spoke about this before ! even if you were trying to break up with me to save me from the fame life, I'd still be famous Justin. I have 6 million followers on Instagram - I have paparazzi following me sometimes, it's not gonna stop! so please, if you're thinking of an excuse of wanting Selena back, at least make it original," I spit, leaning back to my chair crossing my arms and look anywhere but at him
"It's all just too much for me right now. You don't know what i'm going through right now." He says
"us being kind of rushed never stopped us, especially you. Why is it stopping you now?" I ask with curiosity, holding back the tears that were stinging my eyes.
He doesn't reply.
I'm taken back, I can't believe this is happening ..
I stand up ready to leave, feeling if I stayed longer, tears would start running down my face right in front of him, giving him what he wants. To hurt me.
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I'm lazy so idk when I will update the next part.. but for now take it all in.. but things are coming for Hollstin 😎
