so as I come back from Germany I have this ugly ass school camp and you cant bring any devices and that so I wont be updating for like 3 weeks *sobs* that's how long the school camp is (19 days) its sooo long I know but as soon as I am back I will have lots of ideas soo don't get disappointed yet! Love you all and see you in 3 weeks :)
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I still cant get over how Alexisnake is with Justin and I am not even there! I have done that mistake before, and I am not going to let it happen again, nuh uh honey
"I know, you might be freaking out a bit with Justin and all. But trust me, nothing is going to happen. And you and Alexis' history might be just banter." Laura shrugs
Just banter?
"I know you have known Alexis for quite a while and I know I have just met her like end of 2016? But that bitc- I mean girl hates my guts, for oddly no reason but I don't think that's 'Just banter'. Its okay, I trust Justin he can talk to her as long as he wants, I'm not his mom. But I do not want to talk to her, after all the things shes done to me."
"What'd she do."
"She bullies me online, well not like bully, she always has something negative to say about me or something I post. Also when I'm around her, she always has to dig deep and find something negative so she can titty tell Justin. Oh and lastly she threatened me that it was all my fault Justin was acting weird around her that she had to fricken slap me."
"Oh my god. That girl is no good around you."
"Yeah! I've figured that out."
"Well what do you want to do?"
" I just don't want to see her."
"Its your decision Holls, so you do you boo." She smiles at me
"Thanks. But I'm scared of like what if I'm walking back to my hotel room then boom the next corner there she is standing all alone and so am I."
"Oh don't be silly that won't happen. Even if it did, just try to ignore her so she wont get to you."
"Maybe you're right." I agree with her
"Just listen to what I'm telling you and everything will be okay, but enough about that silly girl, lets talk about something else."
way to change the subject.
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*back to the hotel*
"Just remember what I told you, and then everything will be fine." Laura says
"I will, thanks so much for tonight."
"No no, thank you." She winks
I smile and we said our last goodbyes before I enter my hotel room again.
I sigh of tiredness and throw myself on the couch
Gosh what a day.
I take out my phone to check the time and see it was almost midnight, I also see I got a few missed calls from Justin. Well what did he had say? He can wait, I need a bed to sleep on.
I tiredly stand up from the couch and walk to my bedroom, I open the door to see my lights already on. Did I leave them on? Whatever I'm too tired to think. I take off my uncomfortable jeans and replace them with some sweat pants and I just wear an old shirt with a sweater since it's quite cold.
As I was about to jump in my warm bed, someone pops up out of my covers giving me the biggest fright of entire life
I screamed and jump falling over on the floor trying to cuddle myself. I have never screamed that loud in my entire life.
After that frightening tragedy, I look up to only see Justin laughing out loud
What the fuck?
"Holly," He laughs, "Oh my god, you should've seen your face." He laughs
"Justin, what the fuck?" I say standing up clearly annoyed
"Were you that scared?" He laughs once again
"Get out Justin." I groan pulling him off my bed
"Nooo, I wanna sleep here tonight." He says getting in the covers once again
"Well I don't want to sleep with a guy who scares the shit out me."
He laughs, "Come on, Holly, babe. I was kidding." He chuckles, "Aren't you happy to see me? Or are you still frightened." He laughs, at his own joke.
I roll my eyes
"I'm kidding, come here." He says opening his arms for me
"No what are you doing here and how?"
"Long story." He shrugged
I just sigh and climb on the bed far away from him, and my back facing him
I try go to sleep but then Justin comes close and tries to cuddles me.
I groan, "stoop." I say so he could stop cuddling me
"I said sorry." He groaned back
I sigh and turn around to face him
He looks at me in the eyes and then gives me a small kiss.
"You know you scared out of me." I tell him
"It was just a little fright, I won't do it again."
"No not that."
"Well then, what are you talking about?"
"That you were with Alexis."
He sighs, "I was ju-"
"No I don't need to hear it, I understand."
"You do?" Justin says raising his eyebrow
"Well no, but yes. As long as I don't get involved with her, cause apparently her and I have 'banter' if you know what I mean. "
"Yeah I do."
"Just don't do anything stupid."
"Don't worry I have learnt my lesson."
"Then we're on the same page." I smile
He gives me one more kiss, "Well in that case, come hereeeee." He says putting his arms around me and pulling me closer to him
"I'm trying to sleep."
"Same but you don wanna cuddle."
I sigh and hug him tightly, "You should be sleeping in your own bed."
"Well, I want to cuddle with my girlfriend so boo to that."
I chuckle, "You're crazy."
"Crazy for you."
I laugh, "Okay Mr. cheezy pants, how many girls have you said that to now?"
"Only you of course."
"Well sure, now go to sleep."
"Goodnight Holls."
"Night."
I fell asleep minutes later, not letting myself think deep about life any longer as I closed my eyes and wished tonight it's final goodbye.
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well shit lol
question: would you rather chill with Alexis or Sofia for a whole day?
I would rather die lol
