If you understand the name of the chapter or asking about the chapter name, the answer is yes... Enjoy :)
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It all started when we were at Justin's small boat by his lake. I don't remember me ever being here so let's say it's the first time i've been on here. He also took his guitar with so we just jamming, having a deep talk about life and what I'm also guessing memories
"I really loved the tour, it was amazing and also my birthday was amazing." I say lying down looking at the sky
"Our memories are amazing." Justin says
"They really were." I agree
"You know we leave in 3 days to Italy right." He says looking at me
I sit back up and raise my eyebrow at him, "I never got informed so I think I can't go then"
"Holls, you are my personal assistant, remember?"
"Oh yes, must I go then?"
"You're supposed to." He laughs
"Oh come on, I basically came to this tour because we kind of had a thing." I say telling the truth
"We don't now?" He asked
"Well, it's different now." I shrug
"You make it different." He replied
"..Doesn't have to be.." I mumble
He stays quiet, not wanting to answer my question so I don't budge to talk also again.
He starts to lightly strum his guitar to a lovely tune
I sit and look at him play. He looks at me, looking at him play his guitar and he smiles and starts to play another tune
"No limit in the sky
That I won't fly for ya,"
Oh yes he's singing
"No amount of tears in my eyes
That I won't cry for ya, oh no
With every breath that I take
I want you to share that air with me
There's no promise that I won't keep
I'll climb a mountain, there's none too steep,"
He stays quiet for the rest of the song but carries on playing the guitar.
He stops playing his guitar , "Can I ask you a question? It's out of topic but fuck it." Justin says
"Yeah sure."
"Do you want to get back together?" Justin asked me
OH
OH
OH
Yes, I say in my brain
"Wait what? Back together?-"
"I'm just asking and not..trying to pressure you. I just can't hold it anymore I have to ask you because i'm getting my brain fucked."
"I'm scared." I say
He sighs, "I'm not going cheat again Holly-May."
"You don't know that Justin." I laugh nervously
"Well it's my decision so I choose not to."
"Should of chose not to in the first place." I mumble and he asks what I said and I reply nevermind
I sigh and he places his hand on mine, I look at him in the eyes
"Holls, It's okay I understand, I shouldn't of asked, sorry, I know you just want to be friends."
I sigh and finally saying, "No, that's the thing, I don't want to be just friends because i'm in love with you and i get jealous when a girl even just looks at your shoe."
"Then what's the problem." He asks laughing a little
"The problems are the things we do wrong." I tell him
"You never did anything wrong, I did."
"Do you mean back together in like boyfriend and girlfriend?" I ask just in case
"Yes."
I sigh and look straight at him, "What about everyone else?"
"Fuck everyone else."
"Do your fans even like me? Or you don't want to go public?"
"Whatever, you're down on doing, i'll do it And they don't hate you, come on." He smiles
"Okay.." Was all I could say
He raises his eyebrow.
"So?"
"Well, then i'm willing to give it one more try." I shrug and he brightly smiles, "If you ask again."
"Okay, well Holly, do you want to want to be my girlfriend.....again?"
My broken heart gets automatically put back together when he asked that question
I couldn't help but just kiss him.
Which obviously, shows that I obviously said yes.
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One more week till germany so I won't be updating that much then so that's why i'm updating daily! Hope you enjoy them :)
Question: would you rather spend a whole week with justin ( at his house ;) ) or him write a song 100% about you (which is obviously going to be a number song cuz he's the king of charts)
I like both and I want both (all of them)
