Growing Up Together(EDITING*)

Chapter 7; Flawless

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After I cleaned Carmen's hands and took all the glass out, I picked her up and led her to our bedroom. When I say that I fucked the shit out of her, god did I fuck the shit out of her.

Carmen wasn't suppose to be having sex yet, but I couldn't hold it in anymore. Cammy had that ill na na, and I missed it. Going without sex for 9 months ? That's the ultimate punishment, and I ain't waiting for another month.

Shit Carmen a be fine, all she gotta do is walk it off..Currently we were both in the bed, clothes discarded and breathing heavy. "Baby..can I tell you something ?" She was nodding off to sleep, but she turned into my side and gave me a dazed look. "Yes.."

To be honest, Carmen was flawless. She was..perfect. "You you're flawless baby..you just are..every single curve.." I traced the dips and curves of her body with my hands, and she whined, pulling me closer against her. "Your lips..your skin complexion, your hair.." I ran my fingers through her hair for emphasis and smiled when she blushed.

"Your eyes, the texture of your skin, your teeth, your ears.., your nose..." I playfully nipped Carmen's ear and poked her nose. "Most of all baby is your personality. You get so upset and it's adorable..you get mad and jealous and it makes me want to take all your clothes off..When you're happy I can't help but to smile myself..you elevate the mood in the room when you walk in.."

I kissed down Carmen's shoulder and hugged her close to my body. "You're perfect Camren Antabella Rose. In every possible way, in any possible reference. You're gorgeous, you're flawless, no one can compete with you." The blush on Carmen's face was so fucking cute, I couldn't focus.

Even though I didn't want to touch up on this topic, I knew I had to. Mama ain't raise no bitch, and I know I been acting like one since we've graduated. It's time to step up and take responsibility for all of the shit that I've done. And while it may not be easy, it's what my Carmen deserves.

I sat up and Carmen watched the sheet fall around my waist with her perverted ass. Grabbing her hands and looking into her eyes, I took a deep breathe and closed my eyes. Just breathe, I can do this man.

"Carmen I know I haven't been the best to you, and I truly apologize. I know I owe you an explanation to a lot of things and I will try to get to all of them today." Carmen bit down on her lip hard and nodded slowly. I sighed again and leaned my forehead against hers.

"Where do I start man...I just, I was scared. As soon as we graduated highschool you were having a baby, and I had to save up and move us to a better place for our little man. I felt like shit was moving to fast. And then you were pregnant and it was so much for me to take in."

Cammy nodded in understanding and tightened her hands around mine. "And then there was Sherry..man I only fucked around with her because I couldn't have the sex that we usually did because I felt guilty. I couldn't touch Sherry and come back home and touch you man. You didn't want sex while you were pregnant anyway.. Your mood swings pushed me away from you because I didn't understand them. And I apologize greatly for the mistake that I've made, this has had to be one of the biggest ones I've ever made."

A few tears slid off her cheeks, but I wiped them with my finger before they could get any further down her cheeks. "It's okay T...you don't have to tell me anymore.." And though I did want to stop, I knew I owed her this.

"No Carmen let me finish..I been running away from being a father, and being a husband as well. I promise I'm going to get my money right and we'll have that big ass wedding that you wanted. With all your friends and family and everybody, baby we'll do it I promise.."

I rubbed my hands down Carmen's back as I hugged her sobbing form. I hated when she cried, and I hated when I knew it was my fault. "Baby girl please don't cry, ain't none of this your fault.." I cooed in her ear and squeezed her tighter and tighter.

I just kept whispering in her ear how much I loved her and wanted to be with her, how much I needed her and how unflawed she was. Carmen was like a goddess, physically and emotionally. She was a beautiful individual, and no one could tell me any different.

"Anthony..do you really love me ? Let me know now. Are you doing this cause you want to be with me ?" I bit on my lip and nodded my head. "Yes man, how could you even question that shit ? I'm sorry, I know I've done shit to make you think differently but I love you Carmen, I'd sacrifice my life for you man."

I found my purpose and my game was over, I didn't need to fuck around with multiple women. I didn't need to stay out drinking and smoking every night. I didn't need to be out running trains on bitches, or out with the bros all day.

I had a beautiful ass girl and a child now. All that other bullshit was irrelevant. I took the time out to lay this girl down and get her pregnant, so I will take the time to take care of her and my child.

I knew from the moment I saw Carmen that she would be the one. I never thought I'd marry her, or conceive a child with her, but I knew I would get her. She was special and she didn't deserve the hoe ass shit I been doing.

"Carmen look at me.." I tilted Carmen's chin up to look me directly in the eyes. "I love you, and only you. I would travel to the ends of the earth just to be with you. I know I been putting my hands on you and getting loud and I'm sorry. I need to get myself together and I'm trying. I just need some time baby. I will take any punishment as you see fit, I'm yours to do whatever you please."

I kissed cammy in between sentences and sucked on her bottom lip, pressing her back down against the mattress.

Who ever said round two would hurt anybody...

I was about to make love to a goddess,

A flawless one at that.

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