Sempiternal ♢ Jicheol

사십 사 • won't let you go

Drabble game: 8 & 11

Not good with angst, but here you go! Enjoy reading! ^^

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"Lee Jihoon. Talk to me."

Seungcheol said in a stern voice. He was getting frustrated as the seconds go by with Jihoon giving him the cold shoulder. He couldn't fathom why his lover wasn't giving him the attention he much needed.

"Why haven't you been answering your phone?"He tried asking the boy, but he only received a glare as a response. He groaned in irritation as he sat down on the other side of the couch. He was so close to crying because all he wanted to do was to bring back the old Jihoon he knew.

Seconds turned to minutes as they didn't say anything; Seungcheol was thinking so hard about what he could've done these past few days that made Jihoon angry at him, while Jihoon was quietly reading his favorite book.

Seungcheol was too deep in thoughts that he didn't understand what Jihoon had said. He didn't quite get the meaning because he was too happy to know that Jihoon was already talking to him.

"I said, maybe we should take a break first."

Seungcheol's bubble of happiness got popped up because of what Jihoon had said. It broke him to pieces, that's for sure. He didn't want a break. No, that would never happen.

He had promised himself that no matter what problems they face, he would do his best to fix them all. He never could imagine his life without Jihoon. As cliche as it may sound, it was true. It was like Jihoon was already a part of Seungcheol.

He couldn't take the pain that shot right through his heart. Tears started to form in his eyes, and one by one slowly streamed down his face. Look at how Jihoon affected Seungcheol so fucking much.

"N-no.. I didn't fall in love with you just to lose you.." Seungcheol muttered which was barely audible, but Jihoon heard it. He felt so damn gutted. He wanted to pull Jihoon for a hug and give him a passionate kiss, but his body wouldn't cooperate. He was stuck there, sitting and staring at Jihoon who was not even sparing him a glance.

"W-why... why w-would you even want th-that? I thought we're going to stay with e-each other no matter what?! I thought we will be together as one until the day we fucking die?!" Seungcheol screamed. He couldn't take it. Everything was too much.His built up anger and frustration, now added with pure sadness made him snap at Jihoon who visibly flinch at him. 

The younger boy looked at him in the eye, sadness clearly seen in his beautiful brown orbs."I thought so too, Cheol. But the moment I saw a girl's name pop up your messages, saying that she misses you and you should meet up again... I can't.."

The pain ever since that day came rushing back to Jihoon, drowning him so much. His eyes watered slowly before trickling down his cheeks.

"S-she was from the past, fuck I swear.. Jihoon.. you know you're the only one I fucking care for. You're the only one I miss and love so damn much. You're the only one I want to wake up to every morning, the only one I want to be with until my hair turns grey and the day until I can't even reach the floor anymore... you're my only one."

Walking towards the love of his life, Seungcheol opened his arms and enveloped Jihoon in a tight hug. He placed his head on the crook of the younger's neck, muttering an i love you again and again like a prayer.

"I'm sorry... I'm so, so sorry Ji.. I promised I won't hurt you but—" He got cut of when Jihoon placed his lips on top of his.

Seungcheol's tongue enters Jihoon's mouth as Jihoon's hand crawls behind his head, pulling him closer and deepening the kiss. It was a kiss that made up the time they lost while they (or more like Jihoon) ignored each other.

After their small make out session, they both parted and rested their foreheads on each other. Their faces were flushed, but had a smile on their lips.

Seungcheol pecked Jihoon's lips once again before pulling him in a tight hug, afraid that if he let go, he might be close to losing him again.  

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