Sempiternal ♢ Jicheol

육십 삼 • forget me

9, 18, 20.

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"Just stop, Seungcheol. Stop hurting me already. Stop giving me false hope. Please, don't play with me. Forget me already, and I'd do the same." Jihoon said, almost in a begging manner. He tried to fight the tears that were trying to escape from his eyes, but to no avail.

Seungcheol huffed and shook his head. "It's not as easy as it sounds, Hoonie-"

"Don't. Don't call me that."

"Listen to me even just for once, please!" Seungcheol bursted out in frustration. "It's not as easy as it sounds!" 

Jihoon didn't understand, Seungcheol told himself.

He didn't understand how much he didn't want to let go. Jihoon was just getting invaded by his insecurities. Seungcheol never hurt him. Hell, that's the last thing Seungcheol would ever want to do in his life.

"Listen to me, Lee Jihoon. I love you so much. I love you so damn much, I'd do anything for you. Who fucking told you that I was just giving you false hope? For the past four years, I thought it was clear to you already."

Seungcheol sighed deeply before grabbing Jihoon's face and connecting their foreheads together. "You're the one I love. You're the one I want to wake up to every morning and the one I want to see before I close my eyes. So don't tell me to just forget you because that'd be torture to me."

Jihoon looked up to meet Seungcheol's eyes, as if asking for assurance. He felt the older's sincerity, and so he leaned in and pressed a kiss on Seungcheol's lips, which the latter happily accepted.

"Well.. I love you so damn much, Seungcheol. I think it's a lie that I want to forget you. I'm so sorry for being childish." Jihoon said after the breath taking kiss they shared.

Seungcheol chuckled and placed another kiss on Jihoon's lips. "That's what makes me love you more."