Diary entry 8.

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18 May

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Before I even knew it, I was standing in front of her door. I wanted to know her more, to get more closer to her she just seemed so interesting that I had no other option but be there and talk to her.

I saw her coming out of her house, making me quickly act like I was just passing by, I didn't wanted to freak her out because I knew if I did, I would have no chance with her whatsoever.

When she saw me, her face lit up, as I gave her a wave. She ran towards me, a smile on her lips, it radiated kindness, and innocence, that I wanted to protect. There were already really less humans like her, o can't decrease them more now can I?

We never really talked about anything, she was on her way to the university and I had nothing to do, I had no urge to find my next prey when I was with her, which was weird since she was also somehow my prey a while ago.

I walked with her to the university, feeling a lot of eyes on me as I felt her suddenly feel uncomfortable under all those eyes, not much of a attention lover. We were so different, what made me attract towards her? I still can't figure that out. But this was just attraction right? I didn't like her like that. Or maybe that's what I think, for now. Because I know I can't like someone, although V told me something different, that I should not like someone, but it's possible for me to fall in love with a human.

When we reached there she turned towards me, uttering a 'thanks' but never once did she make eye contact with me. I realized how she never looked in my eyes, was she scared of me? Did she also like me? Was she uncomfortable around me? There were so many questions I wanted to ask her but I knew I had to take it slow, knowing how fragile she was, she won't be able to answer these questions straight away.

And I had to be patient, something that I was never able to be but this girl, Alicia, was someone who forced me to wait.

I quickly got home, as just like usual, V was not there. I took out a can of soda and something to eat from the fridge as I went inside my room. If I did like her, then I had to be careful around her. I wasn't someone who she could be with, we both were like fire and water, not compatible and I knew if I put more than enough water on the fire, it will eventually end. This could lead to me or her being completely destroyed, just because of who I am. If I wanted to protect her, I had to be away from her.

PJM.

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