Make a wish. //PJM AU//

Diary entry 10.

21 May

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Today was the day I actually went to Alicia's house, and knocked on it. Telling myself to take things slowly, to not loose control just by her sight. She really did make me feel some type of way, making me wish to hold her in my arms and just keep her with me forever. I was in too deep now wasn't I?

I haven't even hunted my next prey, she was the only one on my mind since the past days. Surprisingly I didn't even have the urge to kill someone. I don't know if that was a good sign or a bad one.

She opened the door, the reveal her beautiful face, as I gave her a smile which she returned. Her smile was so raw, so genuine, something that most of the people didn't have these days. She really hasn't experienced anything that damaged her yet has she? This made me doubt my decision, I didn't wanted to damage her in any kind of way but I knew whatever the girl at the club said was right, I would never be able to get over her. Or at least that's what I thought.

She invited me in without even asking, naive. But I happily went inside, when she asked me why I was here, I was out of words.

But then something came in my mind, and I asked her if she could teach me how to bake those cookies she made that day. Probably the worst idea ever but it did work. Her face lite up when I told her that I loved them, making her look more beautiful after every passing second in my eyes.

She took me to the kitchen as she took out the ingredients. Telling me about them. To be honest I wasn't even listening to what she was saying, I was just looking at her, admiring her innocence. Did she really not understand by now, how dangerous I was? People usually were scared of me, I just had that aura around me but she wasn't even scared of me by now, I did see hesitation in her eyes the first time we met but now? She treated me as one of her friends.

She gestured me to come closer towards the tray kept on the counter, as she reached out to get something. She suddenly winced making my eyes wide in worry as I looked at her hand, which was now bleeding a little. The sight of blood made that urge rise up inside me but I quickly looked away while she washed her hand and put on a bandage.

But that urge to taste her blood, knowing how sweet it would be, made my mind go crazy and I can't loose control in front of her, I knew my eyes would be turning into a darker color by now so I walked out. To calm myself down. I turned around to face Alicia again, a worried look on her face but what caught my attention was the closeness between us.

Our faces just centimeters apart, and I just wanted the moment to freeze, as I stared at her, wanting to imprint every single inch of her beautiful features inside my head. My hand involuntarily moving towards her face as I lightly held her chin, making her look up at me when she broke the eye contact with me. I held her like she was fragile and would break if I hold on too tight.

Her eyes once again locked with mine, a look of uncertainty crossing her face and that's when I realized that I was doing something she was not comfortable with. Making me take a step back quickly. As I mumbled an apology and left her house. She was too shocked to even move from the spot.

But that look in her eyes, I was all to familiar with it. Attraction. She was attracted towards me.

This was by far the best thing and I just had to wait a little more longer for her to be comfortable around me, and then she could be mine.

PJM.

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