Diary entry 14.

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24 May

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Today was different, actually a lot better than usual. Why? Because Alicia had finally accepted that she liked me although I knew from the start about the attraction she had towards me but I just wanted her to say it out loud.

I was walking pass her house when I saw her step out, her hair tied in a high ponytail making her look younger and more lively than usual, she wore high waist pants making her curves visible and I couldn't help but stare at her body, hungrily or maybe just to admire how perfect she was. Weird, I've never felt like this since a long time, I thought that part of me died down somewhere inside but watching her, made me feel human again.

I called out her name involuntarily, as she turned around to face me, so suddenly I had to come to a sudden halt or else I would've bumped into her. She smiled from ear to ear when she saw me, making me smile too. The effect she had on me was crazy.

"Jimin I-I didn't expect you." She mumbled not looking directly into my eyes even though I tried my best to look in hers. I knew she was lying, I could look right through her, I knew she was waiting for me, but I decided to shrug it off and not make her feel uncomfortable. My heart, if that even existed anymore, came to a stop, and I felt this uneasy feeling inside my stomach. This feeling all to familiar from my teenage days, the vulnerability, I was too familiar with it but seemed to forget about it and now it was all coming back to me.

I nodded, encouraging her to talk to me, say something when she fidgeted with her thumbs, clearly nervous. I knew this was all too new to her, I knew how unsocial she was and it would definitely be hard for her to confess but I waited.

"I wanted to return something to you." She whispered loud enough for me to hear and I smiled, quit confused what it was and she took a step closer towards me, making my eyes widen at this bold move of hers that I never saw coming, fuck I should have read her after what she said, but It was okay, I like surprises. She look in my eyes as I saw her lean towards me, my eyes fluttering close by themselves, I felt her soft lips press against the side of my mouth lightly and then they were gone in a second. I opened my eyes to look at Alicia, her cheeks a deep shade of red, making me smile at her.

"Thank you." My voice came out in a whisper and much deeper than it already was, and all I wanted at that moment was to kiss her, to feel her soft lips against mine but I knew how uncomfortable she would feel doing that in public while I on the other hand didn't give two shits but I knew I had to change, and I was willing to change, just for her.

Suddenly my phone rang, ruining the perfect moment. Alicia took a step back, flustered by everything making her look more cute and innocent than ever. I took out my phone to cut the call but saw V's name on the screen, I rolled my eyes and ignored it.

"I should go- I'm getting late for my school." Alicia spoke in her soft small voice and I nodded, the smile never leaving my face knowing I finally have her, she was finally mine.

And the phone rang again. This time I picked it up.

"What is your problem?" I asked through gritted teeth, he really had to ruin the most perfect moment.

"You finally got her." Was all he said, he sounded tired.

"Yes, yes I did. Why?"

"Because what's coming next isn't too good for everyone involved, Park Jimin." And the call ended.

He wasn't at home when I reached there, I tried contacting him again but his phone was turned off. What is going on in his mind? I need to find out.

PJM.

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