Finding Us Again

19. Move

Kayla

"Soooo tell me about last night!" I said to Brooklyn and I shook her awake at ten oclock in the morning.

"What's there to tell?" She said while groaning and pulling the covers over her face.

"When you guys kissed, how was the kiss, did he tell you he loved you?" At that remark, she shot right up in bed and looked at me laughing my head off. "I'm kidding! Kidding!" I told her pushing her playfully back down. I decided I needed to get up and dressed.

Today was Sunday and a free day for Brooklyn and I. We were going to go out to lunch, then hang at the mall later on and maybe join in with the high school kids who played beach volleyball. I was excited for our day.

Being excited, I ran to my dresser and picked out some comfy clothes for today. Some shorts, since it was warming up, a Salt Life shirt which I got in america and some blue Sperry's to got with my shorts. Lastly I kept my hair down and put a headband to keep stray hairs from my face.

I looked over to a, just now getting out of bed, Brooklyn, only to see her crawling to her dresser then laying straight down again when she reached it.

"Dear Lord! What exactly did you two do last night?!" I questioned her starting to get serious. She looked up and said,

"Nothing. Your not my mommy anyway." She said in a monotone voice making me laugh.

"Yeah but if anything bad like what your not telling me happens I will-" She immediatly stood up.

"Wait are you trying to say Zayn and I... WHAT?" She said coming towards me. I grabbed my phone and backpack and backed to the door.

"Pretty much yeah."

"KAYLA NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS WOULD I EVER!" She yelled coming to me about to probably take me down in a cat fight. I monotoned screamed then ran out the door. "Kayla I will get you!" She yelled at me. I turned around and she had her tounge sticking out at me. I laughed then ran down the stairs. As soon as I opened the stairway door, I raced down the stairs only to run into someone.

"Kayla? Never knew you had such a hard head." He said as he got up and extended his arm to help me up.

"Well thanks Sam. Never knew you had such a fast run." I told him smirking at him.

"Well then, you obviously need to come see me play another.." Then he just cut off and stopped talking.

"Sam? What's wrong? Is my head really that hard? Are you dying? Im sorry!" I rambled out talking rapidly. He laughed then took my hands and kissed them.

"I'm alright. Just wanted to come see you and forget about the world for a bit." He replied making me blush.

"Well.. Brooklyn and I were going to have a-" I was interuppted by Brooklyn herself. She ran into the stairway and when she saw me she became happy.

"Are you two going out? Oh I'm so happy!" She squealed. I rolled my eyes. She gets happy easy. Thats why I love her.

"Why? We were going to chill today Brook. See how much she loves me?" I told Sam who agreed.

"Oh cause uh Zayn and I..were kinda going to lunch?"

Samuel and I both ohhh at the same time making us laugh.

"Well then. Go hang with him and we will go do whatever this dude has planned." I said pointing at Samuel. He just smiled and tightened his grip on my hand.

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Hand and hand, Sam and I walked to this pier back in the woods by a park that was not busy at all today. Swinging our hands back and forth, we laughed about silly things and talked about sports related topics like how the lacrosse team was doing and the volleyball and basketball teams. Sam had a game tomorrow he went on to say. I was defintly going to be there...after practice.

Halfway during his talk about how much a jerk Will was for cheating on Brooklyn, my thoughts started to drift of to how Niall was back in my life again. Why wasn't I excpeting the fact that he was here and trying to apologize. Why couldn't I let it go like Brooke has and just be friends with him again?

The answers didn't seem to come except for one. I knew why I couldn't just forgive Niall. Sure Brooke and Zayn probably did everything together as well, but for one thing, Niall and I had always been best friends and him just leaving me and promising to keep in touch and didn't, didn't make me very happy.

My thoughts were broken as Samuel waved in front of my face and kissed my hand.

"You with me beautiful?" He asked sincerly while I blushed like crazy. I suddenly felt bad for thinking about Niall when I was with my boyfriend and we were hanging out together. These times don't come too often.

"Yeah. I'm here." I replied smiling back up to him. He then rubbed his neck nervosly and fidgeted. "You okay?" I asked.

"Um, yeah it's just, I need to tell you something." Sam said taking both of my hands this time, kind of making me worried now.

"Samuel?" I questioned as he shut his eyes but then I saw his beautiful ones once again as he face me.

"Kayla...this is so hard, but I have to tell you or it may never come." I was defintly worried now. "My father is in the navy and you know that." I stopped to remember how he had mentioned his dad who was a officer in the navy once or twice. He seemed really proud of him and I just wish I had that connection with my dad. "Well, recently, he decided it best that we move."

I couldv'e sworne he said the wrong thing.

"Wait we as in your whole family?" I questioned my breathing and heart quickening. He slowly nodded.

"My family and I are moving to America Kay. I'm leaving in three days." By this point I didn't know if he was messing with me or being for real, but by the pain in his face and the tears in my own eyes, even my body knew he was telling the truth.

"Your..Your leaving London?" I questioned to make sure we were on the same page here.

"Yeah Kay. I am." He said while hanging his head.

"When did you find out?" I asked. Sam hesitated for a moment then looked back up to me.

"Three weeks ago from tomorrow." Three weeks? Three weeks he knew and didn't bother to tell me?

"Three weeks?" I exclaimed, getting a little temper in me. "You have know for this amount of time and haven't told me Sam?" I continued on with tears coming in my eyes. "Why didn't you tell me?!"

"I thought if you knew, you would break up with me then and there Kay. I couldn't lose you in this time. I mean I would've lost my whole scholarship here for the sport I freaking love, all the friends I have made, the home and city I grew up in, and most importantly, I would have lost you who has actually been there for me and my first actually girlfriend who cared about me. Just me." The tears were coming full stream by the time he said those words.

"Sam..I.. I'm not that much to talk about so I won't let you brag on about me like that, but know this. If you had told me, I wouldv'e never left your side but you didn't trust me because you were afraid. Didn't you think we had something true going on here? I mean trust is huge in relationships and I don't understand why we apparently never had it."

With that, I got up and ran. But I didn't know where. This was all just terrible.