ᴱᵛᴱᴿᵞᵀᴴᴵᴺᴳ ᴵᴺ
my bio actually has a meaning, i know its stupid.
taking your bio so seriously! How dare you!
but i do,,, because im just like that.
im just like
"that"
and im not just like "that" im sure there tons right?
is me being "that" the reason i cant keep a realtionship?
or ace all my classes or just grasp the simple concepts of algebra..
i wish there was this huge goddes that would just come down in your life and tell you everything you did wrong,
for example
'oh i got a D on my math test oops?'
and then the god would be like
'its becaaue you were playing your phone or watching tv while you should have been studying..'
or 'oh my bf/gf are breaking up with me'
and the god be like 'oh its because your a try hard and no matter how hard you try to please them you will never be good enough and your wasting all your time on this because no one will stick with you and will just take your openness for granted and step all over you when in reality you cant feel a thing and you cant notice it because your blinded by love and you told yourself you were never going to do that but you are now i am here to tell you everything your doing wrong because apparently you cant do it yourself!'
ya feel me.
i hope so...
i feel like this is just a cry that no one will here.
that no one acknowledges.
im going to be left alone
finally i gues.
everyone i thought that i cared about are just slowly slipping through the grasp of my hands. and theres nothing i can do.
i mean i guess i could plead for them to stay.
i guess i should you know,
and i do
and i tri
and i fail.
its really a vicious cycle...
i called for help.
but do you listen?
the answer is
