These Feelings (Jimin X Reader)

Chapter 17 ~ Not Ready

EOMMA !!! APPA!!! I screamed and woke up, sweating like hell and shivering, "Y/N are you okay" Jimin asked switching on the light. "where are they?" I asked from Jimin tugging on his t-shirt, "what do you mean? Who are you asking for?" Jimin asked looking at me holding my sholders, "Eomma and Appa" I said tears swelling in my eyes, "shh shh there now, don't cry, you just had a nightmare" Jimin said hugging me, I looked at the clock on the wall and saw it was 3:00a.m in the morning, I cried a bit and let go of Jimin.

"what happened,what did you see?" Jimin asked stroking my head and making me feel better, "I don't remember but I saw my parents and there was a hospital and I was all alone and there was blood everywhere, no one was there for me, I always used to have nightmares like this after my parents died" I said crying and rubbing my eyes, "hey look at me" Jimin said making me look at him by lifting me head, "you have me okay? So now don't worry" he said in a calm voice, I smiled lightly and hugged him for a little while, he was stroking my back and calming me down. Jimin went out of the room and came back with a glass of water, "drink it and sleep, you have an interview tomorrow too" he said stroking my head, I drank the water and Jimin came to me offing the lights and hugging me tight "don't leave me, I don't wanna be alone" I said while hugging Jimin, "never, princess never" he said and held me tighter as I fell asleep in his warm and safe arms.

"hey get up Y/N, you're gonna be late" I heard a soft voice saying, I opened my eyes and saw Jimin on bed with a cup of tea in his hands, I got up and looked at the time and saw it was 8:15am. I nodded as he gave me the cup of tea to drink as Jimin gave me a kiss on my forehead, "how do you feel now?" he asked me, "much better" I said taking a sip of my tea and smiled "there's the princess I know, the princess that always smiles" "oh really, does that mean I frown everyday?" Jimin just laughed and said "no no I was kidding pabo" he said and I just hit Jimin's arm playfully.

I finished drinking my tea and went to the bathroom to get ready for the day. I got washed and went to my room, I took an black color office skirt and a light blue blouse with a silver color side bag, I got ready and stuffed some important files into my bag with some certificates and university files. I took a pair of black low heels and went downstairs, Jimin was there dressed in a black trouser and a blue tee. "where are you going" I asked Jimin, "I'm gonna drop you off and then come and pick you up" jimin said standing up and coming closer to me, I nodded and we went out.

I was quite nervous because it's my first ever Job interview and I was kinda caught up in my thoughts, "are you nervous?" Jimin asked rubbing my hand, "yeah kinda, but there's nothing to worry...right?" I asked Jimin "yeah..you'll do fine" he said stroking my head. We arrived in front of a building as Jimin put on a mask, I looked at him and realized he's an idol, so he must have to be undercover. I checked my watch and the time was 8:50am, "I think I should go" I told Jimin, "okay good luck, you would do great, and I know that" Jimin said placing a kiss on my forehead, I nodded and got out of the car and headed inside.

I went to the reception area and there was a girl near the counter who just ended a call, "excuse me but do you know where today's interview is held?" I asked the girl, she smiled kindly, got up and told me to follow her, so I followed her and she led me into a waiting room. "you can go when your name is called, please sit as the interview will start" the girl said, "thank you.." I didn't know her name so I looked at her blankly "oh my name is Jisoo" she said, I smiled and nodded my head as she left. I was kind of getting a little nervous, my phone vibrated in my hand so I looked and saw it was a message from Jimin,

Jimin- where are you? Did you go in yet? I miss my princess :( I smiled as I read the text my boyfriend sent
Me- inside a room.. I didnt go yet..and I miss you too :* I was gone only for 10 minutes though.

Jisoo came in again with another two people and gave me a smile and went again, "Is Miss Y/N here?" a man asked with a clip file in his hand, I got up and nodded, "follow me" he said and I did as I was told, I followed him and we came to a stop in front of a door, "you may go in" he said giving me a smile, I nodded and opened the door a little nervously to a small conference room, there was a man and two women looking through some files, I went in and stood there, "you must be Y/N" the lady said, I nodded my head "yes that's me" I said in a confident voice, "sit down" the man in the middle said and I sat down, "I'm Mr.Bang Si-Hyuk, the owner, may I see any documents you have?" he said in a kind voice, I thought he would be very strict but he wasn't at all.

I took the files out of my bag and handed it to him as the three of them went through all of the certificates, "you studied abroad?" Mr.Bang asked as I replied to every question with confidence. I could see them nodding to one another and looking approvingly at my documents, they asked me some questions and I answered all of them, "we will call you if needed" Mr.Bang said and got up, I bowed and took my documents an went out, I think I did pretty good, I came out of the building and saw Jimin's car parked a little from the building so I went towards him. I opened the door and sat down, "what happened?" Jimin asked, curiosity filled in his voice, so I told him everything and saw a smile come across his face, "you'll be alright" he said and gave me a quick kiss and we drove home.

As we got home I got home I changed into some home clothes and tied my hair up in a bun, I went to the kitchen to drink some water and suddenly two arms came around me and placed me on the counter, it was Jimin with a smirk on his face, signaling something fishy. "I want to tell you something" Jimin said "what is it?" I asked while keeping the glass down on the counter "I love you a lot" he said giving me his eye smile, I smiled and squeezed his cheeks to how chubby he was, "me too" said making a face.

Jimin leaned in and kissed me on the lips, I kissed back as Jimin suddenly took me and went upstairs to his room, not breaking the kiss. I lied down with Jimin on top of me hunger and lust filling up between us and, his tongue asking for entrance, I opened my mouth giving entrance as his arms side up and down my sides, and suddenly the uncontrollable lust making Jimin tug on my t-shirt, I was alarmed and I got up, Jimin looked at me with worry I his eyes, "I'm sorry princess, I know I did wrong, I wasn't being myself" Jimin said looking down, I felt miserable and guilty for pulling away but, I'm not really sure if I'm capable of going to the next step of our relationship, "no it's okay, but I'm not just ready yet" I told Jimin giving him and looked at me hands, "I'm sorry" he said and gave a kiss on my forehead "I understand you" he said giving me a smile, I was happy that I had a lovely caring boyfriend like him, but I'm not ready to loose my virginity, not at the moment.