These Feelings (Jimin X Reader)

Chapter 31 ~ Accident

After talking with Tzuyu I drove myself home, 'why can't I stop crying' I thought as tears spilled down my cheeks onto my hoodie. I got home and felt faintish, remembering that I hadn't eaten anything since yesterday, I didn't want to make food, but I just took an apple and went to my room. It was a mess, with pillows here and there and cosmetics all over the floor. I sighed and started tidying my room.

I took my phone out and went to photos, I asked for the Photo of Jimin and Seolhyun from Tzuyu and she sent it to me. Anger was building up in me 'Park Jimin how dare you cheat on me like this' I thought and started sobbing, now I was mad at my own stupid self, why am I crying? It's useless. It was 2pm and I know what to do tomorrow, it's going to be hard but I will do it. I got in bed and touched my silver ring, I still didn't have the courage to take it off, maybe I will never be strong enough to take it off.

*Next day*

I unplugged the pen drive from my laptop, it was already 9:15am, I was going to go late. I got into my car and went to work with nothing but just my phone and the pendrive. I arrived and parked the car, I closed my eyes and leaned against the seat, I took courage and got out of the car and went inside. "Y/N" I heard Jisoo yell, I fake smiled, "Jisoo come to the small conference room okay?" I said, "why, is there a meeting?" "yeah something like that", "by the way, are you okay? You look weak" she said taking my hand, "I'm fine", she looked at me with a worried expression and nodded. I went to the office, "Y/N!" Tzuyu and HongBin said at the same time, Seolhyun looked at me and smiled, I just ignored her. "can you guys come to the small conference room?" I asked "Seolhyun you too" I said looking at her with a bank expression, she nodded.

Next I went to the practice room because I know at this time they are practicing, I opened the door without even knocking. All the member were there including Jimin, I looked at his and he looked at me but I quickly looked away, I just can't, my heart breaks when I look into those eyes. Everyone looked at me, "Y/N, wuss up" V said in English which made me chuckle a bit, I gave him a smile, I didn't even dare to look at Jimin, "can you guys come to the small conference room right now?" I asked, everyone nodded and I left. I went to the conference room where everyone was there Tzuyu, HongBin, Seolhyun, Jisoo and BTS members came in too. I plugged in my pendrive, "why are we here?" Tzuyu asked, everyone nodded with curiosity.

I opened the file on the big TV screen revealing Jimin's kissing photo. Everyone gasped and silence spread the room, I looked at Jimin who suddenly got up, Seolhyun smirking with happiness. "No No this is wrong, Y/N I can explain" Jimin said, "explain what huh? That you've been cheating behind my back" I spat, Jimin was shocked, "no this is a misunder-" I cut him off, "Keep it Park Jimin, I saw it with my own eyes, day before yesterday, you two" I said pointing at Seolhyun who got up and came near Jimin, "yes it's true, Jimin loves me, so back off now" she said taking Jimin's arm, I don't think there are any pieces of my heart left to break, tears slipped down my cheeks, but I stayed strong.

"not just me even HongBin and Tzuyu saw you two together" I said tears streaming down, everyone was looking at us and then looked at Tzuyu and HongBin, who looked down in silence. Jimin pushed Seolhyun off his arm, "no please Y/N, please just listen to me" "I should have know right? I mean look at me..who am I compared to her" I said sobbing, Jimin came closer and touched my hands, but I backed off quickly, "Y/N calm down" Jhope said, "please believe me, she's lying", "I hope you two have a bright future" I said and ran out of the room crying, "Y/N wait" I heard Jimin call but I ran and ran and got into my car.

Jimin's P.O.V

"Y/N wait" I said but she left crying, seeing her cry made me weak and sad it breaks my heart. I was about to run behind her but Jin grabbed my shoulder, "Jin what are you doing I need to go" I said looking at him, he shook his head, "no, I need she needs space, let her be alone and later talk to her" he said. I nodded understanding what he said is true. I saw Seolhyun standing there. That bitch, she's the reason to all of this, I got furious, I went to her and grabbed her wrist tight as she winced in pain "Jimin let me go you're hurting me" she said, "what did you just do huh?! I swear if something happens to Y/N and mine relationship because of you, I will never forgive you, you bitch" I said letting go of her wrist harshly as Jhope and the others tried to calm down, I fell on my knees, "guys please believe me, I never cheated on Y/N, she kept on coming behind me and kissing me forcefully, is that true or not?" I asked Seolhyun, she nodded her head slightly. Everyone gasped, "its okay we believe you" V said making me stand up. My eyes started to get glossy, "guy's just get back to work" Namjoon said, everyone nodded and went out while me and the members went back to the practice room, 'Y/N please believe me' I thought.

Y/N's P.O.V

I got in my car and drove off the busy road, I don't know where I was going. My mind was jumbled, my heart beating and tears drowning my eyes, I honked my horn rudely and over took vehicles I was going on high speed, I had no idea where I was going but I kept on taking turns left and right as I brushed away tears which reappeared with seconds. My mind was replaying what seolhyun said, "yes it's true, Jimin loves me, so back off now". I cried and cried I didn't know where I was now but I kept on driving at high speed. But then suddenly I lost control and my car crashed into a big lorry, my car went flying in mid air with me inside, and fell on the ground crashing, all I remember was blood everywhere and people started running to my direction, all my mind was thinking about was Jimin, as I lost consciousness, Ji..Jimin..