Avoiding the truth

Chapter 39

KELLY'S POV

After the wedding catastophy I didn't see any point any more. I cried myself to sleep that night. I woke up to un unexpected text from Mark;

Hey babe, I'm so sorry about Niall, he's a jerk and unbelievely stupid for letting you go :) if your not busy I wondered if you wanted to go out today? Only if your not busy of course ;) hope we can make amends xxx - Mark

I smiled and thought it through. I definately wasn't over Niall but going out with Mark would be something to take my mind off it. I would also be giving birth in a couple of weeks and I needed to get over Niall by then to be a good mother. I texted Mark back;

Sure I would love to. Maybe the cinema? Not up to much walking at the minute ;) see you at 1 outside the cinema. Thanks for taking my mind off things x - Kelly

Should I put more kisses? Friends don't put to many though do they? I sent the text and decided to sleep untill 12. I didn't feel like getting up.

LOUIS POV

It was the day after I had been dragged out of Harry's hospital room and I still hadn't heard anything. Zayn had come to pick me up at 9 last night but I had insisted we wait untill 11 in case we heard any news.

We had heard nothing by then and Zayn insisted we go. I only got to sleep about 12. I had set my alarm for 6am so I could see Harry by 7am.

I woke up feeling surprising refreshed and I got out of bed and chacked my phone. It read 12.02.

I immediately ran down stairs to find Zayn and Perrie on the couch watching tv. I walked infront of the tv glaring at Zayn.

"Morning sleepy head." Zayn said smiling. "Hey whats wrong man?" Zayn said frowning. "SOMEONE turned off my alarm so I slept in and now I can't see my Haz untill at least 1!" I shouted and Perrie rolled her eyes getting off the couch and heading to the kichen.

"Man I thought you could do with the rest. You've hardly slept since the wedding. Look how refreshed you are!" Zayn argued and I frowned. "Harry could be dead bt now!" I shouted and Zayn looked down. "I gotta get dressed gotta check he's ok." I muttered running my hand through my hair.

"Go get dressed and I'll drive you." Zayn said smiling. "Too right you will." I said running upstairs taking them two at a time. I brarley let the water touch my back and I was out pulling on jeans and a random top off the crumpled pile on my floor. I hopped around the room looking for shoes and my phone. I ran down the stairs shouting, "ZAYN GET IN THE CAR!" While I grabbed my coat and ran outside.

The ride to the hospital could not have gone slower. I didn't say a word the whole ride and niether did Zayn. I just thought about all things that could have happened to Harry while I was gone. What was I thinking. I should have set two alarms. We pulled up at the hospital and I got out of the car practically running towards the hospital, Zayn following close behing.

I rushed through the doors and all the way to Harry's room, Zayn panting behind me. He was so unfit. I smiled looking at the bed but my smile didn't stay as an empty bed stared back at me. I looked at Zayn and he looked equally as confused. "Hello, can I help you?" A doctor peered in and smiled at us. 

"Yes, I'm looking for Harry styles?" Zayn said putting a hand on my shoulder. The doctor smiled sadly and opened the doors. "Follow me." The doctor said walking down the hallway. Zayn smiled and followed the doctor. We got to a white room. So white it was almost blinding. The doctor opened the door and ushered us in. I didn' want to look.

NIALL'S POV

"Hello?!" I woke up to someone lightly shaking me and I winced. Millions of questions rushed through my head. The main one was why was I awake in the first place? And why was I in a bed next to Harry. We both had oxygen masks on and my whole body felt like it was on fire. Why didn't I die? I tugged at the oxygen mask trying to end the pain. 

Doctors rushed to me and I tried to push them away but I was so weak. What had I done to myself? I tried to sleep but my brain was clouded with thoughts. I wonder where Louis was? Where there was a Harry there was always a Louis. My thoughts were answered as Louis and Zayn entered the room. Louis rushed staight to Harry ignoring me and Zayn stood there momentarly in shock.

"Niall?" He questioned nearing me slowly. "W-what happened?!" Zayn said his voice faltering. He couldn't deal with two of his best friends in hospital. I managed to smile and I removed the oxygen mask doctors rushing to me again. "Can't I take it off to speak?" I said sassily and the doctor walked away.

"What the hell happened?" Zayn said glansing at a sleeping Harry with Louis whispering to him. "I umm." I said trying to put the mask back on. "Niall come on just tell me. Did someone crash into your car?" Zayn tried and I shook my head removing the mask. "I jumped off a cliff." I said and I saw Zayn tense and I could tell he wanted to punch something. He swore grinding his teeth, something he did when he was angry.

"Why?!" Zayn said and Louis looked over but not caring enough to leave his beloved. "Whats the point in life?" I said. "I still want to die Zayn, nothing has changed." This caught his attention and he grabbed my hand. "Why would you want to die? We love you. I love you." Zayn said and I shook my head. "Harry doesn't love me." I said looking at him and closing my eyes.

"Who cares about him! You'll find someone else." Zayn said and I looked at him. "Its not just that." I said. "What else? I'll fix it." Zayn said squeezing my hand. "I want One Direction back. I want to be normal." I said and I started to cry. "Whoa what do you mean? Be normal?" Zayn said looking at me confused. "Guys arn't supposed to love other guys." I stated. "Its un-natural."

Zayn smiled. "Mate, It's not un-natural just look at Louis and Harry." I looked at them and it broke my heart. I should be with Harry not Louis. Louis was draped over a sleeping Harry and Louis was clinging onto him for dear life. I knew if Harry was awake he would be clinging onto Louis with the same passion.

I looked back at Zayn and he nodded. "Now thats fixed. You want One Direction? You get One Direction." I smiled as I hugged Zayn.

LOUIS POV

It turns out Harry had a hole in his stomach after being shot. The food had slipped into places it shoudn't go. He was going to be fine but I couldn't imagine all the pain he must be going through. That shot was meant for me. I should be the one suffering not Harry.

I felt movement underneath me indicating Harry was awake. "Lou?" Harry questioned and I smiled. "Yeh, how are you?" I asked pulling up a seat. "What happened?" Harry asked rubbing his eyes. "Um it turns out after you were shot.." I didn't finish as Harry shot up and looked at me with panicked eyes. "WHO SHOT ME?" Harry asked. I knew something wasn't right here.

"A-At the wedding?" I said looking down remembering. "Who's wedding?" Harry asked and I frowned. "Harry what year is it?" I asked and he looked confused but answered the question. "Its 2010 of course. We are almost at the finals of the xfactor?" Harry said like it was oboius.

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A/N

IM BRINGING BACK FETUS LARRY OMG THE FEELS! Haha thanks for reading. PLEASE COMMENT!!! Who wants a sequal or whatever just please comment ideas! Do you want Ziall? Or shall I leave that out? Thanks for reading and voting! Please comment  "FETUS LARRY" if you have read this :) - Maisie x