Avoiding the truth

Chapter 41

KELLY'S POV 

We were outside the hospital after an agonisangly long car dirve. Mark was holding my hand helping me breath in and out as I pratically screamed walking towards the hospital doors.

I screamed as we approached the doors and a nurse rushed out. She started yelling things I was too in pain to hear and before I knew it I was in a hospital room surrounded by blue curtains.

"Lets get the baby out first yeh?" The doctor said to Mark and he nodded. "Ok Kelly this baby should be out soon just push." The doctor instucted as if it was that simple.

I was given gas to ease the pain and I tryed to thing of happy things as the final contraction came. The baby was finally out and they wrapped it in a blanket and handed it to me. "A little boy. Congratulations Mrs Horan." The doctor said.

In normal situations I would have corrected him about my name but I was too infatuated with my baby. I couldn't belive it.

They cleaned me up and cleaned my little boy up as I reluctantly let him go. Once we were all clean the blue curtain was taken back and revealed who else was in the room.

Harry was on one bed sleeping and Louis was holding his hand. Niall was on the other bed and Zayn carefully watching him. Wait. Niall?! What was he doing here.

Zayn saw the baby and rushed over. "How is.." Zayn paused. "Its a little boy." I said proudly and Zayn ran back over to wake up Niall.

"Niall!" Zayn shouted not only waking up Niall but Harry too. Louis pulled his hand away quickly as Harry sat up. "Whats all the commotian?" Niall said sitting up rubbing the sleep out of his eys.

"You have a son." Zayn said smiling and his eyes drifted over to me and I looked down. Niall stood up as if he was dreaming and walked over.

"W-What did you call him?" Niall stuttered. "Umm I haven't come up with a name yet." I said and Niall looked at me holding out his arms.

I handed Niall the baby and his arms folded around the baby boy. This was beyond acward. Mark came back from getting a coffee and saw Niall holding the baby.

Niall handed me back the baby and balled his fists up. "What are you doing here?" Niall asked spitefully and Mark frowned.

"Me and Kelly went to the pictures and-" "WHAT?!" Niall shouted and the baby woke up and started to cry.

"Shh." I cooed and Zayn came over. "Lets go outside yeh Niall?" Zayn said and dragged Niall away. The baby was still crying and Mark offered to try.

I handed Mark the baby and he took him in his arms expertly and pulled a  funny face at the baby. The baby smiled and stopped crying. I smiled, knowing he was the one.

NIALL'S POV

"DID YOU SEE HIM ZAYN?!" I shouted as we finally got out of the hospital. "Niall.." Zayn started to calm me down but I was fuming.

"HE HELD MY  BABY AND THEY WERE JUST THE CUTEST LITTLE FAMILY WEREN'T THEY!" I shouted and Zayn put his arms around me. "Shh." Zayn said as I broke down crying and couldn't stop.

"I'm so stupid Zayn, so stupid." I muttered he looked me in the eyes. "Your not." Zayn said serouisly and for a moment I thought he was going to kiss me.

Don't be stupid, Niall. Zayn doesn't fell that way about you. You can't and wont fall in love the way you did with Harry only to be told no again. I can't go through it again.

ZAYN'S POV

I had started having these feelings about Niall. Bad feelings. Feeling I shouldn't have if I was married to Perrie.

Niall and me were in the carpark of the hospital. I had my arms wrapped around him and Niall was clinging onto me for dear life. If anyone didn't know any better they'd think we were a couple.

Niall was muttering someting about being stupid and falling in love. I looked him in the eyes. His lips were so tempting and I wanted to-

No. This can't happen. It wont happen.

"Zayn?" Niall said. "Yeh?" I replied. "Do you think, being gay is wrong?" Niall asked. "How stupid are you? Being gay isn't wrong! You fell in love with a person not a gender and thats fine! God even I'm-" I stopped knowing I shouldn't carry on.

"Your what?" Niall said wanting me to carry on. "Zayn I think I'm starting to have feelings for you and I don't want to casue I know you love Perrie." Niall said starting to cry again. "But I can't help it. Your just so goddam perfect." Niall said full on tears.

I couldn't help myself. I took Niall's shaking face in my hands and I kissed him on the lips. It was soft but amazing. Nothing like kissing Perrie.

Niall kissed back and we lost track of time. Soon we were being honked at from a car. Angrliy.

At first I thought it was some angry homophobe untill the person who was honking the hork got out of the car and shouted at us. It was then we broke apart to find a shocked Liam staring at us.

"Niall?!" Liam said and Niall looked down. I noticed Liam was crying too. "How could you do this to me?" Liam said getting back in the car and drving away.

Niall broke down lying on the floor screaming about what a horrible person he was. I didn't understand. I thought I never would.

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A/N

I have decided to do a sequal which may or may not be up tonight depending on if SOMEONE COMMENTS! I recon the end of this book needs a comment. Thanks for reading and I'll post another chapter about the sequal soon!
-Maisie x