Avoiding the truth

Chapter 38

HARRY'S POV

As Louis fell on top of me I lauged and felt so lucky to have the best almost husband in the world. Why did Katie have to ruin everything.

Louis finally got off me and stared at Niall coldly. "I'm so sorry Haz." Niall said looking down. "No. Only my friends can call me Haz. You call me Harry." I said and Louis smiled.

"Louis, Harry, you can't do this! We were so close!" Niall pleaded. "Were." Louis stated and walked towards Niall. "Get out." Louis said and Niall stared back. "I SAID GET OUT." Louis shouted his rage boiling over and pushing Niall backwards.

"Niall stumbled backwards falling over. He looked up at Louis shaking his head. "What have you become?" Niall said standing up and walking out.

All I could do was sit there helpless adn unable to help Louis. Louis walking back over and held my hand.

"I love you so much but I am unbelievly hungry." Louis said smiling. I laughed and squeezed his hand. "Its fine go. Grab me a-" "A BLT?" Louis said finishing my sentence. "You know me too well." I said winking as Louis walked out teh door.

It struck me how hungry I atually was and remembered someone had brought me chocolates. I found the box and took one out. It tasted so nice the first thing I'd had to eat since the incedant.

Louis walked in with the sandwiches and smiled at me eating chocolates. "Couldn't even wait for me to come back with the food ah Hazza?" Louis said and I shook my head laughing.

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Louis stayed with me for the whole day laughing and spreading his joy around my hospital room. At about 4 I started to get bad stomah pains and Louis noticed as I winced every 5 seconds.

"Babe, what's wrong?" Louis asked and this pain was so bad I sat up clutching my tummy and groned. Louis ran out as the pains became more frequent.

"Doctor, I need a doctor!" I heard Louis scream from the door not wanting to leave the room. He kept glansing over at me in worry as I began to cry it hurt so much.

Doctors rushed in and Louis held my hand. They thrust adn oxygen mask over my face and began to inject me with needles.

"Sir, your going to need to leave." A man said to Louis and he paid no attention. "I said you have to leave this is a very serious procedure." The man said taking Louis by the arm.

"PROCEDURE?!" Louis shouted while the doctor nodded attempting to pull Louis away. I squeezed his hand to try and keep him close to me. "Can't you see he wants me to stay!" Louis said in detress. "Yes but you must leave!" The doctor said forcefully.

Two men entered the room and physically dragged Louis away while he kicked and screamed like a 3 year old having and tantrum. The last thing I saw before the painkillers kicked in was Louis mouthing 'I love you' and then my brain slipped into the unknown.

NIALL'S POV

I drove fruiosly away from the hospital. What was the point in life anymore? I had lost the band. My carreer, my source of income! All for Kelly who I ended my relationship with over some GUY! What was wrong with me?

I stopped outside a place I knew well. Trees and a river next to sheer drop off at the end. I used to come camping here with my Dad. It really was a lovely place to be. When you wern't killing yourself.

I got out of the car and sat down on a log next to our old camping spot remebering teh good times. I wish I could just rewind to those times with no stress. I didn't spend too much time there. I sent a mass text to my friends.

I'm so sorry. I see no point in life anymore. See you on the other side. Have a nice life
-Niall

Bit harsh? Maybe. But I didn't care. I sent the text and walked towards the cliff getting instant replies. I didn't even bother to look. I knew no one really cared.

I hated myself. I said it over and over as I neared the edge of the cliff. It really was a pretty view. Death wouldn't hurt at all. It would just feel like flying then a few seconds of pain before all my emotianl pain would be gone.

I breathed in the air and sighed. Time to go.

I let the wind push me over the edge and I flew down the wind rushing up me. I felt to light knowing all my problems would be over soon.

I landed at the bottom, my body burning in pain. But it was like like I planned as  I drifted off into a never ending sleep.

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A/N

:'( Don't be too downheartened. I have lots happeneing next chapter! PLEASE COMMENT! I beg you. lol. Thanks for reading and voting. If you have read this please comment '*:)*' and I'll mention you in the next chapter.

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