The Road to....Somewhere???

I Can't Wait To Get Home

Wow. What is this? Like, three updates in one day. I'm pretty excited. I would do even more if it weren't for having other things I need to be doing. I am so in a writing mood today. Hopefully, it continues through tomorrow. Any thought's on the story? Any suggestions? I could use it before my writers block kicks in.

Logan's p.o.v.

What the fuck.

Ok, so, the biggest issue from this whole situation should have been that Sarah was here, and had her arms around Ashley. After the whole conversation that was had, though, I wasn't worried about Sarah. I didn't like her, that was for sure, but I had no thought that I had to worry about her and Ashley. I trusted Ashley fully anyways, but this just sealed the deal for me. 

However, the whole Ashley and Sarah predicament was long gone from my mind. Ashley had said that she loved me. Wow. That was all I could say. I remember realizing the night of our first date that I loved this woman, but I never thought that she was feeling this as well. I thought, maybe one day, in the future, our undying love would be professed for each other. Certainly not here, and now, though. I was just standing there, thinking all of this, after kissing her. It was the only response I could come up with at the time. I was scared to tell her how I felt, and I was hoping the kiss would convey the message. It seemed to only confuse Ashley more.

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to say that. It just kinda slipped out. I don't want you weirded out or anything. I really don't want this, us, to stop. Please don't be mad at me. Can we just forget this for now? Can we just  stay the same as we are?" Ashley was so scared, I could tell.

She didn't mean to say it? She wanted to forget it? Now I was a little confused. It didn't seem like she didn't mean to say it. It sounded quite real to me. And how in the hell do you just forget something like that? You don't. I didn't want to forget it. I knew how I felt about her, and she was obviously feeling the same way. What was wrong with that? Ok, so, it was really soon. Who cares? I thought we had established that it didn't matter what anyone else thought.

"No. I don't think so, Ashley. You really think I could just forget that you love me? That is not even a possibility." 

I saw her freaking out at what I said. I sometimes forget how shy and broken this girl is. Over the past month she has exuded so much confidence in herself and me that I tend to forget about the times that she has reverted back to her old self. 

"Stop thinking so loud, Ash. Look at me." Her head was hung, and she would not look me in the eye. I walk up to her, and force her face up. "You don't even let me finish before you go all gloom and doom on me. Listen, we will talk, in depth about this, later tonight. For now, just know that I am not going anywhere, you are all I want. Does that sound ok?" I want to tell her exactly how I feel, but not in the bathroom of a bar. I also know that she can't just bail right now, without upsetting her friends. I'm thinking that we can go out there, have a good time, and talk about it when we got home. It was weird. When I thought of home, I didn't think about my dingy hotel room. I thought of Ashleys's house. Wow. A whole new set of thoughts were going through my head. We had to get out of here before I said something I was going to regret. 

"Yes. Whatever you want. So long as you are not leaving me, I can handle anything you want to do."

I smile at her, and kiss her again.

"Anything?" I ask with a raised eyebrow, teasing, flirting, and trying to ease the tension between us.

"Haha. You are such a tease."

"You make me that way. Now, lets go find your friends, and try to relax. Have some drinks, and enjoy ourselves."

I take her hand, and she leads me out of the bathroom. Ashley quickly finds her friends, over at the bar. As we walk up to them, they, well Cassie more so than Erin, is looking back and forth between the two of us. She has a little frown on her face. Erin looks happy to see me though.