The Road to....Somewhere???

She Was My Home

Ashley's p.o.v.

I just confessed my undying love to Logan.

It really wasn't the ideal moment I would have chosen to reveal my heart so deeply, but it kind of all just poured out of me without my knowledge, or permission. Now, everything was silent, and my fear of scaring her off, or her thinking I was crazy, was potentially reality. Somewhere inside, there was a voice constantly telling me it was too soon to be feeling so very deeply for this amazing woman, but it was a small voice. It was overshadowed by the much louder voice telling me that nothing mattered, not time, or circumstance. In my heart, I knew these feelings were real, and were not going to change. We could have known each other 10 minutes, or 20 years, this is how I was going to feel always. 

In the ten years I spent with Sarah, nothing like that had ever come out of my mouth. So, obviously time could not be seen as a factor in the situation. We had been high school sweethearts, and expected to be together forever, but that didn't happen. So circumstance didn't mean a damn thing either. The only thing that mattered was Logan, and how I felt about her. And the truth of the matter, the undeniable fact, was that I loved her with every fiber of my being. Her voice was the greatest sound in the world to me. Better than any music had ever sounded to my ear. Her face was the most beautiful sight in my life. No Picasso could even compare. Her presence was like a drug to me. I was addicted to her. I wanted her in every single way another person could be wanted. After what seemed like an eternity, I felt Logan stir. Her eyes met mine, and I could tell she had been crying.

"Baby, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you cry. What's wrong?" I said, wiping the reaming liquid from her face. 

"Nothing's wrong. Not a single thing. You are the most amazing woman I have ever met. I don't have your way with words, but I want you to know I feel the same way about you. You are my soul mate. You are who I am meant to spend the rest of my life with. I know this for a fact. My heart tells me every time I see you, or think about you. It scares the shit out of me, but my feelings are so much bigger than my fear. I love you like I never thought I could love another person."  She raised her head to mine, and began slowly kissing me. It didn't take long for the kiss to heat up, and I didn't know how we were gonna work it out, but I knew cast be damned, I was going to have her. She had the same idea, because she broke the kiss, and I saw her thinking for a minute. She finally made a decision, and carefully straddled me, My breathing was already shaky, thinking about this beautiful woman, and how much I knew we both wanted each other.

With her sitting on top of me, my hands began to roam her body. I could feel the shivers I was causing, and felt her skin quiver at my touch. Her hands found themselves sliding under my shirt, lightly rubbing my stomach. Hooking her thumbs under the bottom, she lets me know the shirt is in the way. I sit up, and let her slide it off of me. Continuing to sit up, our lips found each others again, and everything seemed to fall into place. 

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Lying with Logan in my arms, listening to her soft, even, sleep filled breaths, I knew I was home.

She was my home.

Short, I know. I'm sorry. I just wanted to get deeper into their feelings. I know this all sounds a little cliche, but in reality, this doesn't happen often, except in movies. I know it can happen this way, in real life, so I don't really find it cliche at all. I find it to be amazing.