The Sharpest Lives (Frerard)

chap 4 soooo now what ?

Gerard POV

I pull away and look into franks beautiful eyes I just kissed him and he kissed me back . hell he kissed me first !!

" I love you Frankie !"

"I love you too gee"we just sat there talking, making out and talking until we were disrupted by franks phone

" oh shit its Mikey I forgot to tell him you woke up."

"oh tell him to come and see me" then a thought popped into my head " umm Frankie ?"

"yeah babe ?"

"are we telling Mikey I mean he doesn't even know I'm. gay I'm worried how he might react, and what about school are we  telling people ... what if they bully us even more what if they bully Mikey even more? what is th.." I was interrupted by  frank smashing his lips into mine and putting his hands through my hair he pulled back

" we don't have to do anything you don't want gee, I'm just happy to have you. we don't have to tell Mikey or ray or bob for that matter don't worry okay !?" I nod my head and smile " thanks Frankie."

just as I said that I hear Mikey's platform shoes in the hall me and Frankie scoot apart a little and smile at him as he walks in. he walks right up to me and just as I was about to say hi he slaps me right across the face

" what were you thinking just leaving me on my own ?!"

" Mikey ... iiiim sorry I didn't know what I was doing I was really depressed but " I looked at frank "im going to be a lot happier from now on" Mikey glanced from me to frank just thinking then he said "look Gerard I'm sorry I love you but it was really hard to think you would just leave me... like ... mum and dad." he was staring at the floor

"I'm sorry mikes I love you too" I pulled him in for a hug taking care of all the wiers sticking out of my body

"I'm sorry too Gerard, sorry i slapped you " he mumbled into my shoulder I released him from my embrace and suddenly felt really tired " how many stars can u see frank ??"
"stars? gee are you okay."

then it all went black I dreamed about me and frank

*dream*

frank stands across from me,

"why didnt we just tell mikey are you ashamed of me ?? am I not good enough am I too ugly!!! what the fuck is wrong with me Gee?? "

" nothing is wrong with you I'm just not ready please don't leave" but I was too late frank walks away leaving a trail of black as he leaves.

* end dream*

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hey its me Emi ^-^

well I hope you like this chapter its not my best but I think it might get dirty soon I just wanted a couple of clean ones byeee !! please don't forget to comment and vote :)