The Sharpest Lives (Frerard)

frankie ?

Gerard's POV

Frankie had been gone a long time and I was worried, I knew nothing bad could happen really were in a hospital I stopped worrying and pulled out my draw pad I tried drawing but all I could think about was frankie, so instead I turned to the back of the book and tried writing a song

Yeah!

Well let's go back to the

Middle of the day that starts it all

I can't begin to let you

Know just what I'm feeling

And now the red ones make me fly

And the blue ones help me fall

And I think I'll blow my

Brains against the ceiling

And as the fragments of my

Skull begin to fall

Fall on your tongue like pixie dust

Just think happy thoughts

And we'll fly home

We'll fly home

You and I

We'll fly home

Come on!

Well now I'm back in the

Middle of the day that starts it all.

I can't begin to let you

Know just what I'm feeling.

And now these red ones make me fly,

And the blue ones help me fall.

And I think I'll blow my

Brains against the ceiling.

And we'll fly home,

You and I,

We'll fly home.

Now honestly that's what I said to her,

What I said to her

Think happy thoughts

Think happy thoughts

Think happy thoughts

Think happy thoughts

Think happy thoughts

Think happy thoughts

Think happy thoughts

Think happy thoughts

Think ha... wooo!

I wrote about me and Frankie and about those drugs I never thought I could give up, until frank promised he'd help me, he promised he'd keep me safe

"he will, he will " I say to myself I know in my heart he wouldn't leave me alone. I roll over and try to get some sleep.

when I wake up I hear rays voice and i hear Mikey 'hmming' in response put o don't hear Frankie "Frankie?" I say quietly but they hear me ray stops mid sentence and they both look at me " we haven't seen him all day gee, we thought you had a fight or something." Mikey says

"no not at all we were fine I mean, I didn't even know he had left, he went to the toilet." I look around panicking. awful possibilities running through my mind. "frank !" I shout "frank come back!" I shout even louder and little ruby comes running in "Gerard what's wrong sweety?" she says looking as though she could actually help I tell her about Frankie and she practicly runs all round the hospital looking for him when she comes back she's out of breath and tired she sits on the end of my bed and shakes her head "it doesn't make sense, he wouldn't just leave" Mikey agreed and looked over at ray who had been almost silent the whole time I just burst into tears and hug my knees mumbling things like "Frankie come back" and "no no no no" I can't bare the thought of Frankie leaving. he can't do this to me. out of no where I hear loud beeping loud fast beeping I realise its my heart monitor and with that I black out.