The Sharpest Lives (Frerard)

chap 3 i need you i love you

Gerard's pov

I walk into my room slamming the door behind me, you tried to kiss him, why couldn't you just contain yourself? I just 5 minutes and you would have been out of there. God Gerard your such a cock up. out of the corner of my eye I can see some anti-depressant pills   "maybe just a few" i say out loud to myself I sit on the bathroom floor grab my razzor and cut deep over old criss cross scares and then I can no longer see skin I reach over and swallow about 20 pills one at a time until I feel sleepy. I'm sorry Mikey. and with that I fall asleep

franks pov

I walk into gerards house a pot of mixed emotions did he try and kiss me ? no of course not. I need to talk to him "gee, you there?" no response "gee?" i  don't understand his car was  outside. maybe he's up in his room sleep? I slowly walk up the stairs my worry rising as i hear no sound of life. I cautiously open the door and my whole body feels week as I glance over to Gerard's bath room. I punch in the number

*hello 999 what's your emergency?*

*I think my best friends dead *

I gave them some more details and hung up I fell to my knees putting his head on my thigh. what else could I do

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* still franks POV and now in the hospital :) be ready for a lot of awws *

   after having his stomach pumped I was allowed to see him i pulled a very uncomfortable chair over next to him sat down and i tightly grab Gerards hand " please , please wake up. please be okay. I can't live without u. I need you, I love you"

Gerard POV

I'm floating did I survive? I must have I feel heavier as the surrounding sounds flood in the beeping of my heart monitor, the sound of scurrying nurses in the halls and then a voice a soft voice almost crying. its frank !!

" I need you , I love you"did he just say?

"frank" I'm mumble " I love...  you ...  too!"

"gee are you. wait. really !"

I open one eye to see a tears filling his slowly I lift my free hand and place it on his face and wipe them away. he leans in and kisses me softly on the lips

I'm kissing frank !!!