The Sharpest Lives (Frerard)

chap 15

gerards pov

after he cried for a while i dragged frankie up the stairs to our bed room i pulled of my shirt and jeans and whilst  frankie did the same i went to brush my teeth frankie came in and i passed him his tooth brush he took it but didn't start brushing he just stood there looking at him self in the mirror i look at his reflection then back to mine, im so ugly compared to him. "your not ugly gee your perfect" frank says in a small voice. shit did i say that out loud ... i turn to look him in the eyes "thank you baby. come to bed ?" he softly nods his head and i reach out to grab his hand and we walk to bed together i wrap my arms around his waist and fall into a deep sleep.

franks pov 

i wake up before gerard i can hear his soft breathing in my ear its confuting i smile and try to untangle my self from his embrace i get out of the bed check i didn't wake gerard up. i walk downstairs to the kitchen and open the fridge. nothing not one little thing, i check the time 10:30 i still have time  i grab my keys and Head for the door i wanted to go shopping before 12 because we had band practise and i didn't want to be late I make my way through the door quickly writing a note for gee telling him i went shopping, 

gerards pov

i wake up in a lonely bed "frank ?" i check my watch 11 o'clock. i get out of bed pull on some clothes and wonder downstairs to see if frankie was in there i saw a note with my name on it 

gone shopping we have no food 

love you 

xoxo frnk

i walk around the lonely house cleaning and doing odd jobs until i hear a knock on the door i look at my watch 11:30 its probably frank he probably left his keys here they knock again i stumble down the stairs  and reach for the door handle " hey franki... mum ? what the hell are you doing here ?!"

" that's no way to greet your mother now is it ?" she pulled me in for a hug but i shock her off and stepped away. " oh okay umm gerard i spoke to some strange man last nigh on your phone... i need to know that what he said isn't true"

" what ? you mean what frank said that wer'e together, its true, i love him" she then did something i didn't expect she laughed she just stood there and laughed at me "what?" i said coldly

"your not joking ?" i shake my head " no, no im not joking !"my voice was getting louder and louder

"this isn't how i raised you ! you shouldn't be this... this disgusting thing " i looked at her i was furious now " raised me ? raised me ? you didn't fucking raise me at all you haven't been here for years and even when you were here you never cared about what i was doing i practical raised  mikey on my own you and dad just sat back and watched then got bored and left ! " i was shouting by this point but she made no move to leave so i grabbed her arm and practical shoved her out the door she turned to look at me before i shut the door i didn't see the gun till i was too late "bye you fat fag" she said as i felt instant pain i hear a scream. franks ? and passed out. 

frank pov 

i am on my way back from shopping and i turn the corner into my street i look towards our house  and see a women standing out side with a gun seconds letter i hear the shot. i scream and i hit the breaks and run to gee i see him bleeding and rush to his side i take off my shirt and hold it to the wound i grab my phone and call an ambulance " gee if you fucking die i'll kill you" i kiss him on the forehead and then the ambulance arrives. i climb into the ambulance and we go to the hospital.