The Sharpest Lives (Frerard)

thanks mum...

rays POV

after a little while Bob got a bit awkward and decided to leave I don't think he likes crying Frankie Mikey and Gerard were all sat in the middle of the floor crying together I moved to behind Mikey rubbing his back "umm guys am I the only one who's starving ?" they all look at me and I instantly regret saying anything until Gerard answers "pizza?"

we all nod and frank follows gee to the phone I don't know what happens but they never come back and I hear a lot of ... noises coming from their room. Mikey looks towards the stairs and laughs, " can we go to yours?" he asks I agree and as we walk to the door I wrap my hand around Mikey's and we walk towards my car hand in hand.

when we get to my house I start to kiss Mikey on the lips I push him against the front door and just as I slip my hand into his back pocket my front door opens and we fall in a heap on the floor. "mum what are you doing here, I thought u were working up north for the next couple of weeks?"I said as we stood up. she looked pointedly at me but still answered the question " yes me and your dad were up north but we hadn't heard from you in a few days and wanted to surprise you!" I looked at me feet and Mikey pushed his glasses awkwardly up his nose he was shuffling from foot to foot I look up and see my mum eyeing me up and down"mum you know Mikey ,Gerard's brother ?"she looked at him and nods "yes, hi Michal way" she says using his full name "so this is your boy friend? your gay ?" "yes, yeah I'm gay" I say slipping my hand back into Mikey's and giving it a squeeze she looks at us both and her scowl softens into a smile "I always knew you were too sensitive to be strait." she hugs me and Mikey.

then becomes the mum I've always known " so how long? why didn't you tell us? have you had sex yet?" she asks it all as if it was one question "mum ... you can't ask that, but about 5 months and because I didn't want you to hate me, I was scared Mikey's mum didn't react to well neither did franks." she looked upset "Raymond, you can tell me anything!" "yeah but what about dad ?" I say motioning towards the living room "oh yeah your dad, I left him alone. come on in I'll tell him for you just sit down. we follow her  in to to the living room I sit Mikey down and plop down next to him.. my mum sits next to my dad and grasps his hand in hers " darling, Mikey and ray are together, as in a couple. isn't that great!?" she says he looks at me and does this face everyone does when they  first  hear the news. surprise and a little disgust but then it unexpectedly becomes a huge smile he places his hand on my shoulder "I'm proud of you son no matter what !" mikey nudges me and looks towards my basement (also my room) mum notices and gasps "oh gosh I completely forgot we have to go get some ... milk! come on you" she says pulling at my fathers arm "but I just made a cup of tea there's loads of.." my mum gives him a look so they leave quickly leaving me and Mikey alone. I smile when he sighs a sigh of relief as they leave "well that was ... strange " he says looking at me. I nod and kiss him again I guide him to my room. he pushes me against the wall and I wrap my legs around his wait kissing his neck. then we slip down to the floor. he returns the favour after yesterday he sucks until I reach my climax and we both slip into the bed, he stays the night in my arms I've never been so happy.

Gerard's pov

I left the room to order pizza with frank close behind  "gee?" he says just as I'm about to grab the receiver "hmm?" I mumble looking  up he doesn't answer he just places his soft lips on mine and I forget about the pizza I just kiss him back pushing him against the wall. we stumble up the stairs I push him roughly onto the bed and kiss him he kisses me back. I slip my tongue in and place my hands behind his back scratching him a little, not hard but I can tell he likes it because he moans and let's his Hands explore my red hair tugging in places right when we were about to ... he pushes me off and shudders "sorry gee ... its too soon" I shake my head but not at Frankie, at my self for being so stuipid "I'm sorry franks I should have known..." I say softly touching his face, I kiss his nose and walk towards the bathroom I turn the shower on and he follows me in but he doesn't do what he usually does and he doesn't say anything he just reaches behind the toilet and pulls out something wrapped in a towel. He hands it to me and I unwrap it there in my hand is two little razors and a shard of glass "Frankie ... no babe ... you can't" "I know gee I want you to take it away because I don't trust my self right now ... please do this for me" I look at him and he looks a mess of scare and hurt "don't worry frank I'll take it all away, you need to tell me if u feel like you might and we can go for a walk or something, just try and relax for a little" I smile at him and walk out the bedroom. I had to get rid of all this.

franks pov

I felt bad for stopping gee I would have loved to go further but I felt sick and then when I got the flash back I couldn't do it any more. I pushed gee of me and a huge shiver ran down my spine I explain it to him and he's angry, but not at me at him self he gets up to have a shower but I want to be completely safe I hand him my hidden stash and he walks out. I turn the shower off and walk over to our bed. I look around our room it was black in the few places u could see it was mostly covered in band posters and 1 signed guitar by the iron maiden guitarist, he treasured that with his life. his nan had brought it for him right before she past away I slide my finger tips across it and flop onto the bed I fall asleep and the next thing I know Gerard's phone is ringing and he has his arms around me "gee, gee answer your phone" he moans and turns over so I pick up his phone and the caller i.d is our manager the time is 10:38 so it wasn't as early as we thought "hello?" my sleepy voice says "umm yeah hello ? is this frank ?"

"yeah Mitch its me what's up we were sleeping ?"

"well the thing is, we want to relice the album and we need you to tour almost strait after say about January 4th ?" I  screamed into the phone "oh my god yes ! " he told me more details and I hung up and turned to see gee looking at me like I was mad "I think we need a holiday!" I say looking at gee "how about we go to all northern states ?"

"what ?" he says looking at me like I was even crazier than before  "that was Mitch," he nods "yeah I know I he" I cut him off "yeah yeah he want us to go on tour right after Christmas !" gee looks at me for a millisecond before it sinks in then he squeals rather loudly and jumps out of bed "oh my Jesus, we're gonna tour ! we need to pack we need to tell Mikey and ray and Bob shit we need money and we needed to write one more song for the new album" he says all very fast and I just look at him I reach over to my phone and call Mikey while he calls Bob finally something good was happening with the band.