Perfect Accident

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Warnings: pregnancy
Y/h/c = your hair colour

6 years ago you met Charles Francis Xavier.
5 years ago you slept with the one and only Charles Xavier.
It was one of the best nights of your life, then 3 months after you discovered you were pregnant.

You knew it was probably best to tell him but before you could you were whisked away to England.
You didn't contact him the whole time you were pregnant, it was hard sometimes.
The times you'd be laying in your bed, wanting someone to hold you and your baby, kiss your belly and tell you everything's gonna be okay and that  they love you.
It never happened. You thought it would be best to forget about Charles and just enjoy this little life growing inside you.. and you did.

48 hours of painful labour and you heard the little cries of your baby boy. You held him in your arms and his skin was so soft and he smelt like an ocean wind with a fresh scent of roses.
You laugh to yourself as you remember him sleeping in your arms.

The nurses took him away to get cleaned up while you did also.
When he was brought back to you.
You held him and his scent overwhelmed you entire being. You smiled down at him with tears, he smiled and opened his tiny little eyes, they were a beautiful ocean blue.
Then in that moment, all your memories of Charles came flooding back. It all started with those ocean blue eyes.
This was all an accident.. but looking down at the bundle of joy in your arms, it was the best accident ever.
You named him, Baelfire sage brian Xavier.

You never struggled with him once, he was the perfect baby. It was when he was 3, you realised why.
He was exactly like Charles, calm and caring, forgiving and loveable.
There was an unbearable resemblance between him and His dad. Every day you looked at him,
he reminded you of Charles and you began to feel guilt for taking this little miracle away from him.

And here you are 2 years after that. Sitting in a shady park with your son. Still regretting not telling Charles, still thinking about him, dreaming about him and wanting to reuniting your family.

Bae sat there swaying sleepily on the park bench.
'The perfect child.'
you thought as you brushed his gorgeous y/h/c out of his face.
"You look just like your daddy." You whispered as you pulled your 5 year old close and he snuggled into you.
'I love you Bae.' You said in your mind.
"I love you two mommy." He mumbled into your stomach.
You thought nothing of it until you actually started thinking.
'Wait, did he just read my mind?'
You looked down to your nearly sleeping 5 yr old.
'I Believe he did.'
You looked around the small shadowy park. But saw no one.
"Sorry, i shouldn't of startled you.
Charles, Charles Xavier." He put his hand out for you to shake. you kept your head down as you shook his hand.
"You know mutation took us from single celled organisms to the most-"
"Mutation?" You laughed out trying to sound dumb.
"I know your a mutant. Don't worry so am i. I red your mind a little, sorry I didn't mean to intrude ms..?" He said as he sat down and you blushed.
"My names..." you hesitated.
"It's y/n." You decided to tell the truth, its highly unlikely he'll recognise you, you've changed a lot in 5 years.
"Nice to meet you y/n." He looked out into the distance.
"What brings you here?" You didn't want to start a conversation but, here you are, he obviously doesn't know who you are so why not right?
"I'm a telepath, I felt a strong connection to this place." He sighed looking over at the park again.
"Looking for your true love." You chuckled to yourself even though it broke you to even think about that.
"I guess you could put it like that." He smiled and turned towards you.
And there's the eyes, those hypnotic ocean blue eyes.
Bae started to stir and then he woke up from his little nap.
He jumped off the seat and looked at Charles, their eyes meeting.
They stared at each other intently.
You got up and held your sons hand.
"Sweetie, its rude to stare." You tuck his hair behind his ear.
"At strangers.." he retorted and looked up to you.
"I'm not a stranger am I?" Charles asked getting up.
"Y/n, y/l/n?" He questioned.
Your world was falling apart. This was all too quick, this couldn't be possible, a coincidence like this couldn't happen just like that!

You screamed and jolted up in bed.
"God, I knew it was a dream." You whispered.
"Mommy?" A little voice came from the crack of your door.
"Yes, sweetie?" You got out of bed, made you way over to him and picked him up.
"Woah, your getting big." You smile and he giggled.
"Are you okay mommy?" He tugged on a piece of your hair.
"I'm fine, Bae." You walk to his room and tucked him back in.
'I love you my darling.'
"I love you too mommy." He smiled and snuggled into bed.
Suddenly it started to hit you again, this was similar to your dream.
You ran down the stairs quietly, down to the home phone and dug through your draw and found an old piece of paper.
You dialled the number and waited for an answer. On the 5th ring there was a croaky answer.
"Hi Charles its y/n y/l/n, i don't know if you remember me, but I'd like to see you. I live in London
The address is 221B Bakerstreet."
You said clearly and hung up. Your heart was racing, why did you do that. You grabbed a glass of water and laid in your bed and drifted back into a dreamless sleep.
The next day you decided to take Bae to y/b/f/n house and just clear your head.

You got back home and there was a knock at your door.
"Y/n?" A familiar voice called
You opened the door and saw that beautiful face.
"Charles." You smiled and led him in and closed the door.
"Upstairs." You smiled running up the stairs and opening the door to your sitting room.
"Tea?"
"Yes, thankyou. I came as soon as I got your message, you sounded distressed?" Charles sat on your couch in front of the fireplace.
"Sorry, i had just woken up from a nightmare, that's probably why." You tried to cover up the nervousness in your voice but it wasn't working.
"Yes, probably." He could sense something was off and you knew that
"I just wanted to see you, we haven't seen eachother in 5 years how have you been?" You said as you poured the hot water.
"Studying at oxford, mostly. How about you?" He said and your hands started to shake.
"Oxford huh? So you didn't have to travel far." You put the kettle down and took a moment to breathe.
"No i guess not." He laughed
"You have a Child?" He asked.
"Are you reading my mind Charles?" You ask annoyed, suddenly the anxiety going away.
"No i just saw the toys on the couch." He laughed out.
"Oh, sorry.. um, yes I do." Then the anxiety came crawling back.
"Lucky man." Charles said nearly disappointed.
"Is that disappointment I hear in your tone?" You said shocked and started to bring in the tea.
"Maybe A little."
Just then you heard your door open and you put Charles' tea down and looked down the stairs.
"I'm sorry y/n I've been called into work I have to drop him back off. Bye!" Y/b/f/n yelled and your son bolted up the stairs
"Hi mommy!" He squeaked and ran into the sitting room and saw Charles.
They stood there staring at eachother, just like your dream.
"Y/n, i Believe you have something to explain." Charles turned to you, raising his eyebrows.
You sighed and closed the door.
"Bae, can you go upstairs to your room please."
Baelfire nodded and walked up to his room.
"He's mine!" Charles gasped
"He's, i guess.. I don't know." You lied biting your lip.
"Don't try to lie your way out of this. he's a telepath, there's no doubt about it." He stood up and waited for you answer.
"But he's so young?" You squeaked out trying to change the subject.
"Oh don't even try." His hands went to his face and he ran them through his hair.
"I'm sorry I just, I never got the chance to tell you." You sat down in front of the fire looking up at Charles.
"But you had plenty." His eyes didn't leave yours.
You sighed and he sat down next to you, tears forming in your eyes.
"I, I know." You stuttered out the tears starting to fall.
Charles grabbed a tissue and you laughed a bit.
"I could've been there for you." He moved closer to you.
"I know but this was all an accident and I thought, I don't even know what I thought." You cried as he hugged you.
He calmed you down and now you were both sitting in silence.
"What's his name?"
"Baelfire.." you sniffle out.
"His full name?" He quirked his eyebrows.
"Oh yes, right. Baelfire sage Brian..." you hesitated.
"Xavier.." you whispered and he smiled a little.
"Brian was my fathers name." He said proudly.
"I know." You laughed.
"I'd love the chance to get to know him. Maybe even the new you." Charles said as he looked into the flames of the fire then to you.
"Charles you've got studies and-
"I loved you, I thought I ruined everything by taking advantage of you that night. I guess I did. Pretty bad accident." He looked away from you and shook his head.
"No, it was the best thing that could've happened to me, and I regret not telling you, because he's the most perfect little soul you'll ever meet. I was the one who made the mistake of not sharing that with you. And I'm sorry."
You put your hand on his lap.
"I could've been there for you." He croaked out.
"There were times I was gonna call, but I was too scared."
Charles pulled you close and kissed you without warning.
You melted into his embrace.
"I still love you.."
"And I you."

A/n: UGHHH THIS IS SOOO BAAAAAD IM SO SORRY.
This probs needs to be edited so bad.

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