Chapter 5: Offically Missing You

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Warning the following does contain sexual content if you are younger than 13 or do not like sexual content then don't read the following chapter. Thanks-Coolcat51

Jeonghan's POV

I stepped into the new apartment S.Coups and I just bought. It was so beautiful. Its in Alabama. I honestly love it so much. I miss the boys, but it's nice to be alone with my new husband. We got married a month ago, but I am just now seeing him because he was writing for the bands new album and was helping Woozi with composing the music. He also helped Hoshi with the choreography. Now we can officially start the honeymoon. I sat on the couch and waited for him. As soon as be walked into the door I forcefully pressed my lips to him. Then slowly pulled away.

"I missed you too." He said breathlessly.

"You left before the fun could begin." I said as I bit my lip.

"I know. How about we make up for lost time?" He said with a smirk as he reconnected our lips. Then he ran his right hand down my left leg, then he grabbed my leg as a sign to jump. So I quickly took the hint. I jumped and wrapped my legs around his waist. I have missed him for so long. When we were dating S.Coups said that we wanted us to stay pure until we were married. Now I'm ready to be dirty. After i wrapped my legs around his waist he shoved me against a wall. I slowly took his shirt off and just admired his shirtless chest. After that we continued to kiss, and take each others clothing off. After 10 minutes of this S.Coups carried me to the bedroom.

1 hour later

I slowly lifted my eyes and saw S.Coups laid beside me. I ran circles on his chest and then softly stroked his cheek. I laid there and admired his features. I remember when he had a problem with being public.

6 months ago February 21st, 2016 (Flashback)

Last night S.Coups refused to sleep in my bed again. This is getting out of hand. When you own boyfriend is more worried about what other people think than spending time with you, than something is wrong. So today I'm telling him its over. I can't have my boyfriend not spend time with me, because of what people might say. I walked in the room the S.Coups, Hoshi, and Woozi had to share. He looked up and smiled at me.

"Hey you." He said then turned his attention back to his phone.

"We need to talk." I said while playing with my hands.

"Ok." He said and continued texting. I then grabbed his phone out of his hands.

"Choi Seung Cheol, I mean now." I said sternly. As i sat in front of him. 

"What is it Jeonghan?" He said seriously.

"I can't do this anymore."

"What do you mean?" He asked innocently.

"Coups things haven't been good with us for a while." I said as I stared at the floor.

"Say it." He whispered as I heard his voice broke.

"Coups-"

"SAY IT!" He yelled as the tears ran down his face.

"I'm breaking up with you." I said as my voice broke.

"Why?" He whispered.

"Because you care more about what other people think, than you do about me or our relationship."

"What am I supposed to do about that?" He said through the tears.

"Nothing," I said as I got up, "the damage is done." I walked towards the door.

"Jeonghan....I love you." S.Coups said. I didn't look at him.

"If you did then you would have choose us, but you didn't​." I then walked out the door.

(Flashback Ends)

At the time I thought I was making the right choice, I just didn't​ know that one action led to my greatest downfall. It nearly killed me, because I thought that he didn't love me. But in reality he probably loved me more than I loved him. I never would have known until March 15th,2016. The date that changed me. The date that saved me. The date that nearly killed me.

Hey guys! Let me know how i'm doing so far. Leave a comment  if you want me to write smut chapters in the future. Stay strong my beautiful readers, keep dreaming, I love you all and I will update soon!-Coolcat51

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