Please Don't Go (Seventeen Fanfiction) [#Wattys2017]

Chapter 14- The Spark

Woozi's POV

  I was alone in the studio working on our new album, then the one person I was trying to avoid walks in. Hoshi. He looked so happy, then again he has Shay and if she was mine I would always be happy too.

"Hi Woozi!" Hoshi said happily. I said nothing. "I need your help with something." I said nothing. "Its for Shay." He said and I finally looked at him.

"What about Shay?" I said seriously.

"I'm going to ask her to marry me and I need your help to plan it." He said nervously.

"No." I said coldly.

"Why not?" He said confused. 

"I wont help you plan to propose to the love of my life." I said sternly and Hoshi looked surprised.

"You're in love with my girlfriend." Hoshi said with a shocked expression.

"Fell in love with her the night I met her. I fell for her before she was your girlfriend." I said with a blank expression.

"Does she know?" Hoshi asked sadly.

"No."

"Tell her." Hoshi said.

"No."

"Why?"

"It would kill her to know that I'm in love with her. She would kill herself if she knew that she has caused me pain." I said with a sigh.

"She has a right to know."

"If she did know it would kill her. Then it would kill me."

"It would also kill me Woozi. I love her too. I also love and care about you. You are like a brother to me. If you and Shay were dead I would die with you." Hoshi said sadly. "Tell her how you feel and if she chooses you then I would be ok with that. I want you guys happy. Even if it has nothing to do with me." I sighed at Hoshi's words and with that I walked out of the studio. I slowly walked down the snow covered road. It was a cold night, but for some reason it didn't faze me. I remember ever moment Shay and I have had over the past six months. The good, bad, ugly, and the dreams. My dreams were always perfect, they are what kept my heart beating. They gave me a since of hope. I have had simple dreams where it was just us. Kissing, hugging, holding hands, cuddles or me holding her. Its also the feeling I get just by being in her presents. She makes me feel complete. Its like she is my other half. She is what I am missing. I know it sounds so chessy, but its true. If the world were ending she would be what I would need to survive. If I had to die to save her I would. I know I have said things close to that before, but they are the truth. She is and always will be my everything. If she wants to be with Hoshi, then I will wait. I will wait until he breaks her heart and I will wait for her. I don't care if I have to wait until the end of time, it would be worth it. She is worth it. I slowly approach a house covered in snow. Its a beautiful house. When I reach the house I knock lightly. Shay opened the door and smiled widely.

"Jihoon!" She said happily. She is the only person in the whole world who can call me by my real name and get away with it.

"Hey Shay." I said as she pulled me in for a hug. As we pulled away my smile widened.

"Come in!" She said happily. After I walked in we headed to the couch, and sat down. "So what brings you here Jihoonie?" She asked sweetly.

"I have something to tell you." I said as I took a deep breath.

"What is it?" She asked sadly.

"I am in love with you. I always have been." I said seriously.

"You're in love with me?" She said seriously.

"Yes." I said with a serious expression. "Can I ask for something?"

"Anything." She said with a sad expression.

"Can I kiss you?" I asked.

"Sure."

"Really?"

"I don't see why not." She seriously. I slowly leaned and pushed our lips together. I have never felt something like this. This was better than I imagined. It was perfect. I slowly pulled away and smiled. One thing surprised me. She smiled too.

Hey guys! I hope you like it! Stay strong my beautiful readers, keep dreaming, I love you all, and I will update soon.-Coolcat51