Please Don't Go (Seventeen Fanfiction) [#Wattys2017]

Chapter 18-Heart

Vernon's POV

I stood there in shock for a moment. My lips longed for her touch again. It was only a second, but the feeling it gave me felt so familiar. Like when I was with Riley. I had the same feeling. I never thought I would ever feel that way again. I missed it. It feels like I can now let Riley go. I still love her and always will, but I can't stop living my life over someone who is no longer alive. I also have to realize that her death wasn't my fault.

4 months ago April 27, 2016 (flashback)

Riley and I were in my room watching movies and cuddling until she sat up and turned the TV off.

"What is it baby?" I asked with a concerned look.

"I have to tell you something." She said staring at the floor, that is until I made her look at me.

"I used to be a boy." She said quickly.

"What?" I said confused.

"I used to be a boy, but I always wanted to be a girl. So when we started the band Shay got the money together for me to have a sex change. After that my family disowned me. I lived with Shay and Nora after that. They became my family." She said and I had a shocked look on my face. It wasn't because she used to be a boy, it was because she didn't tell me. She then began to cry and ran out. I wanted to run after her but I couldn't​ move. After that Riley went home and slit her wrists open. Shay found her the next morning. As soon as I found out I tried every way I could to kill myself. I hung myself, tried to slit my wrists, drown, jump off a cliff​, and more. DK had finally had enough and locked my in an asylum.

(flashback over)

Ever since then I have been here. I always thought that I was meant to be here. At least that way no one else could get hurt. I let Riley walk out of my life, but I'll be damned if I'll let Marcy walk out of my life. I already lost Riley. I can't loose Marcy too. I pressed the button for the nurse to come in.

"What is it that you need Vernon?" She asked me.

"I want to sign myself out."

Hey guys! I know its been a little while and I'm sorry. I will try to update more, but I won't promise anything. I won't make a promise I can't keep. Stay strong my beautiful readers, keep dreaming, I love you all, and I will update soon.-Coolcat51