Please Don't Go (Seventeen Fanfiction) [#Wattys2017]

Chapter 39- Last Day

Dino's POV

Sandy is laying in the hospital bed. She looks so lifeless. She has had to spend the last 3 days of her life in the hospital. More and more everyday I see the light and life leave her body. At this point she can barely smile. But today is different. Today is her death date. I'm not ready to say goodbye to her. To her memory, to our love, to her presents, her voice, every fiber of her being. I'm not ready for her to go. I'm not ready to let go. I'm not ready to loose her. My heart aches, I will only have the memories we have. But it pains me even more to think about what she is going to miss. The birth of our child. Our child growing up. Us growing old together. Many memories won't be made, because she is dying. She is leaving. I wish I could stop it. I wish I could save her or take her place. Life without her seems unthinkable and unbareable right now. I want to her to stay with me. I know she can't. I don't want to loose her yet, but sadly I have no choice. We have run out of time. Tears rolled down my cheeks more and more at the thought of it. I picked up her small,fragile, lifeless hand and kissed the back of it. All of a sudden the heart monitor went flat line and I ran into the hallway and screamed​.

"HELP! HELP ME PLEASE!" But by the time the doctors got in there, it was too late. She was gone. When I went home I slept on the couch. I couldn't bare the thought of sleeping in our bed without her. I can't do it. But I want to stay here. I want our child to grow up in this home. The home where it's mother lived until the day she died. I will make our room, the baby's room. I can't sleep in that room without her. Right now I will think about the baby. The baby will know who it's mother was, how much she wanted it, how it's mother lived, how she died, how we met, everything. I will take care of our baby the way Sandy would have wanted. I will love our baby as much as I possibly can. I can't grieve right now, because if I do it might kill me. I want to stay alive for my baby. For the girls. For the boys. For Sandy.

Hey guys! I hope you like the update. More story to come! Stay strong my beautiful readers, keep dreaming, I love you all, and I will update soon.-Coolcat51