Neko's Pov
I sat my bottom pressed on the floor my hood up to hide my face as I was on my phone during a break from the dances as well I'm always alone. I like being alone, even though I have seven members who hate me deeply it's been just a few months officially but truth be told everyone knows me in the negative way possible already.People hate me already. Despise me I have anti-fans as well, it's just a lot of the negative. I raised my knees up resting my phone on there scrolling on alkpop seeing yet a new article about me reading the headlines.
Bts's new member black? Something new already hated I squeezed my eyes a bit shaking my head. It's my race that's the only reason why, maybe if I was was Korean it would be different I'd be hated but not this bad.
I leaned on my fist a bit more engraved in my own world of hate just looking at articles, I didn't even look up when someone was beside me.
I knew it had to Namjoon are leader or possible Hoseok. He tried to be friendly but then he ends up being super awkward well cause Jimin and Jungkook hate me with a passion.
Pulling my headphone out and lifting myself up a bit more. I faced Namjoon my guess was right he forced a small smile. "Uh so Neko can you practice a bit?" He asked me and I licked my lower lip.
"Which dance? Because I memorized them all Namjoon," I said in a quiet voice to the English speaking leader.
"I need u is the most recent one I just need to know you can get the dance since we have concerts all this week," Namjoon called ruffling his head to not make things more awkward and pitiful.
He knows how the guys treat me and he doesn't know how or what way to handle it. "Yeah sure." I answered to him. I got up off the floor while turning my music off, wrapping my headphones around my phone and put them in my hoodie getting up to follow Namjoon to the center of the room.
I heard Jimin and Jungkook laughing with each other Hoseok with Yoongi while Taehyung and Seokjin were talking. "Key choreo k?" Namjoon called, I nodded looking at him as he went over to the stereo.
I shook my shoulders lose then focused letting the beat to I need u flow out and then ignored everything around me, very quickly and started doing the steps that took only a day or two.
I flowed with the music and for each step correctly he only wanted the key choro which I just did. I finished looking at Namjoon who looked slightly impressed.
"How long did it take you to learn?" Namjoon called out curious like, I took deep breaths in feeling everyone gazes at me.
I pulled my hood down and pulled my hat off to mess with my sweaty hair a bit. "Only a few days." I answered turned away from them I heard Yoongi scoff a bit chuckling.
"Such a show-off," Yoongi muttered, I sent a sideways smile towards the ground. I guess me just having a photographic memory is being a show off now right?
I heard when Jungkook and Jimin laughed switching to Korean fast for me not to understand at all. Jungkook hates me well because I took his makane spot and well he and Jimin say I ruined Bts for good.
Jimin just plain won't accept an eighth member no matter who they are. My phone starting going off with small bings one by one making me startled. I saw Namjoon look as well I saw that a whole bunch of friends started messaging me from other groups
GD: Fighting Neko keep going little guy
Hyungwon: Neko-ah stay strong until the end
Mark: don't care about the hate Neko your unique and so special
Key: Hey little Makane keep strong don't mind it all alright
Kai: hey makane we need to hang out more catch up fightingIt was just a long stream of friends from other groups it made smile a bit with sadness that some people still have faith in me.
I looked from my phone after answering sweetly I saw Neo noona come in making everyone look and gaze. "Noona." Jungkook gushed She smiled.
"Hey." She called out towards everyone in a happy tone waving her hands at everyone. "Neko-ah I need you PD Nim wants to see you." She called nodding her head once more towards me. I looked to the side for a second still trying to gather up my breath into my lungs.
"Okay noona," I responded pulling my hood down again. I went to retrieve my bag with my stuff throwing it over my shoulder I followed her out the practice room to go see PD Nim we are really close since I've known him for seven whole years we've had lots of time to work and know each other.
