The Last [Bts Ambm]

Chapter Twenty One

Neko's Pov
It never matters the time of day, or even the countless amounts I have seen Jungkook, I still get super shy when looking at him, maybe it causes at one point he hated my guts with everything in his body...

Maybe it's between all of the members I'm the only one he will bath with, and of course, it was the time where Jungkook took baths. Jungkook only takes baths on Thursday nights and he always makes sure that none of the other members are awake.

He says it is a precious time for us to spend time and relax. I sat on the bathroom counter watching Jungkook running the water humming to himself as he focused on the small task.

"You know Neko you still get really shy, even though we have done this multiple times." Jungkook chuckled to himself as he ran his hands through the water.

"It isn't the first time I've seen your abs, Kook," I mumbled seeing a huge blush form across his cheeks as he lightly splashed me with water getting up for a moment.

He lightly pushed my legs open as he stood between them giving me a playful look, I gently cupped his cheeks and he leaned down pressing his lips on mine moving them with mine, making me smile on his lips.

It was moments like these that made me forget about the bad things that have happened. Its a time were my head is once again clear, people really find all our relationships strange but that's for the public eye.

We act like brothers but, when it's all of us alone, they help me find the sense of peace I need to interviewers words struck my head even if it was two months ago, and the time was passing quicker.

Before I knew it the year was gonna end... The start of a new one.

Jungkook lightly bit on my lower lip but pulled away with a smile on his face as he gazed at me.

"Let's get in the tub silly." He whispered and I cracked a smile and pecked his lips back sliding off the counter before he even could blink.

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"How come no one ever tell us things! I mean like this is really important information what if he finds out!" Blinking in a huge state of confusion.  I slipped my shoes off as I entered the dorm after a long day of my own small little solo schedule by myself.

Photoshoots always took long, but I wasn't expecting to walk in all of the guys talking extremely loud and fast with each other.

I shut the door behind me quietly to at least get a peek at what's going on. "This is really bad and I'm pissed, this is happening right before the spring day come back, Neko is just getting better guys... Almost to his normal self." Namjoon whispered softly.

"Just... How long is he out?" Jimin questioned softly. I felt my eyes go wide as I noticed quite a few times my name being whispered hushly between them.

"Three months."

"What! And no one told us! What if he already knows! And just has been faking it!" I flinched hearing Yoongi screaming it made my heart race pick up fast.

"Yoongi calm down, we just..... I hate lying to him... But if we wanna help him we are gonna have too." Taehyung cracked out my heart was still beating really fast.

I had a clue I knew what they were talking about but at the same time, I didn't wanna assume the worse.

Hoseok was right when he spoke early I have been getting better I've been learning to control my attacks, and my worries, maybe it's best I don't know if I wanna be better.

I have to put it all behind me shaking my hair out deeply messing it up. I slammed the door loudly to make it act like I was just walking in and not listening in on the convo wiping the sweat off my temple.

I heard them get quiet and I made my way in the living room seeing them all spread out.

"Jaigya." I saw Jimin beamed as he smiled at me. I gave him a small wave as Seokjin patted his lap happily for me to sit down, still a little shy, I did it anyways sitting in his lap.

He immediately wrapped his arms around my waist kissing along my shoulders blades gently.

"How was the photoshoot?" Namjoon asked sweetly leaning on his fist but I watched as he nudged Yoongi hard who glared but was wiping at his eyes a bit.

I raised my eyebrows at him curious like at him I saw Hoseok quickly smack at his arms giving him a firm look.

"Uh, It was uhm same old same old, just a little teaser for spring day," I called out and Jungkook hummed nodding as he kept smiling at me.

"We are glad you are home we missed you a lot, it really isn't the same around the dorm when we don't hear your whining and moans." He joked loudly.

I felt my entire face heat up at his words and tossed a pillow at him hearing him laugh loudly

"Oh please Kookie he makes you Jimin, and Taehyung moan so shh," Seokjin called fast.

"Oh my gosh, hush Hyung." Jimin squeaked and I coughed out a small laugh Seokjin wasn't lying at all, they were really sub they just hid it really well.

"I didn't need to be exposed we know im a sub." Taehyung joked and I laughed again hiding my face as everyone laughed and joked but I slowly got lost in my thoughts before I knew it.

Why was Yoongi crying? Why was Taehyung guilty about lying to me? Was it something really bad that they didn't trust me enough? Of course all the bad had to run through my head at the very worse time.