The Last [Bts Ambm]

Chapter Twenty

Neko's Pov
For the first time in a while I was able to relax for a little and stay in bed, for the first time in a while. My head didn't feel too heavy but maybe that's because Yoongi had me in a death grip, keeping me on top of him as he slept soundly.

I loved being able to cuddle with any of them. I had woken up not too long ago remembering that the previous night I had fallen asleep on Yoongi's arms and that he wasn't gonna let me go anytime soon.

But, I wasn't complaining he was so warm and at least for a little while the heavy feeling in my mind was gone temporally. I cracked my eyes open hearing the light snores from Yoongi, as he kept his arms around me his hair sprawled across his pillow.

I smiled lightly bringing one of my hands up to trace his cheek watching his face twist a small bit.  He stayed asleep it was the only time I could see Yoongi relaxed when he was peacefully sleeping.

Slowly looking over as the door to his room opened in stepped Jungkook and Taehyung goofing off with each other and it was almost like Yoongi knew because he tightens his grip grumbling.

"Jaigya, Yoongi you both need to wake up cause guess what it's time for." Taehyung song singed out playfully.

"Get out." Yoongi grumbled keeping his eyes closed. I let a small snort out trying to shift a bit

"Rude." Jungkook exclaimed. "You're always hogging Neko he's out boyfriend too," Jungkook whined out.

"The doctor said I had to keep a close eye on him which I am doing, are you two gonna remind him to take his pill every day?" Yoongi questioned as the two pouted.

"Point taken anyway we have an interview so wakey wakey." They both called. I let a small giggle out looking at them both as they smiled at me.

"Aish fine," Yoongi grumbled slowly sitting up opening his eyes still keeping his grip on me.Yoongi nuzzles my neck a bit breathing in softly as he kept hugging me close to him.

"10 minutes is the time Seokjin is giving you." Jungkook joked, Yoongi made a small grunt noise but nodded still holding me close to his chest if possible.

"Alright will be out in 5," Yoongi answered watching the two call of love yous to me fast making me smile.

Yoongi let a loose string of hums out. "Make sure to take your pill okay?" Yoongi mumbled on my neck slowly kissing my cheek and I smiled softly nodding.

"I will Yoongi," I answered gazing at him slowly looking into his brown eyes as he smiled a small bit tracing my cheek nodding.

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Aish sometimes I hated taking my pills because they made me so damn sleepy and it's still quite early only 11:00 am and I'm still half sleepy. This interview was important, it was gonna give Army a small hint about our next comeback all I could say was bst and that it was gonna be amazing.

I sleepy rubbed my cheek, feeling Namjoon holding my other hand in secret under the table rubbing his thumb across my hand which was relaxing me.

Interviews always made me anxious you never know what kind of questions they're gonna ask, or what kind of interviewer you have. I slowly focused blinking hearing my name I slowly saw the interviewer smirk looking up at all 8 of us.

"So as we all have heard from the media Neko is recovering yes?" He questioned shuffling his cards.

I saw Yoongi tense up deeply looking at the interviewer nodding.  "Yes Neko is still in the process of recovering." Namjoon answered choosing his words wisely again at me softly smiling softly which I returned.

The interviewer nodded shuffling his cards again. "So the rumors are true that your member Neko had been raped by a staff member of big hit for months without any of you knowing?" He called out.

I full blown out winced at the mention shutting my eyes looking down. "We don't wanna talk about it." Jimin quickly spoke up fast in a hard tone.

"It's a private matter that we don't wanna discuss here." Jungkook chimed in sounding pissed off.

"So it is true that Neko has to seek therapy for the trauma he received?"

"Yah can you please stop," Taehyung demanded fast

I gripped my eyes tighter keeping quiet.

"Is it also true that Neko has to take pills now just to keep up with the schedules and to still be a member as from the looks of this he doesn't belong in Bts."

As soon as those words echoed throughout my tainted mind. I gripped Namjoon 's hand tight shaking remembering all the words that Hinsu told me fresh in my mind as always it didn't matter how much therapy I go through, how many pills I take it will always stay with me

"What the Fuck!" Yoongi shouted and I heard his chair scrap hard on the floor.

"What the hell is wrong with people like you it's obvious we don't wanna talk about this topic at all and you still are asking questions how inconsiderate are you asshole!" Yoongi shouted.

"Yoongi- ah calm down." Seokjin scolded but his voice was full of angry.

"No Yoongi Hyung is right if this person can't be considerate for our member what's the point of doing this interview." Hoseok snapped out standing up.

"We're done," Jimin answered out. I released Namjoon's hand getting up faster than anyone else, quickly excusing myself rushing to the bathroom.

I quickly entered the bathroom splashing my face with water to calm my breathing down feeling it grow raged fast my shoulder shook as silent tears left me and I sniffed deeply.

"I-it doesn't matter." I cracked out still shaking hard letting the tears fall. I jolted a little shock feeling arms around me but slowly relaxed breathing in Taehyung 's scent not even noticing him enter.

"It's alright Jaigya," Taehyung muttered pulling me closer to him.  I shook deeply no words being able to leave my mouth.

Taehyung gripped me closer and slowly I sobbed out, Taehyung held the back of my head sighing deeply.

"It's okay Neko shh I have you," Taehyung mumbled closely to my ears and I slowly just clung to him trying to calm down but it wasn't working at all.

"We all still love you no matter what alright Jaigya." Taehyung reassured me and I slowly nodded.

"Thank you Tae." I whispered feeling him hold me closer.

"I love you and I'll do anything for you, we will do anything for you. "