The Last [Bts Ambm]

Chapter Ten

Neko's Pov
I deeply winced when I slowly entered the dorm already seeing all the dark in the dorm. I don't know how I haven't collapse yet from all the pain in my lower back and legs.

I knew I was bleeding and I had bruises on my face as well Hinsu he... I don't know but I know he raped me, he took one thing from me that can never be given again.

He stole my virginity, I can never get that back but he said if when he calls or orders me to come see him. I better do so or he'll hurt me more and somehow hurt the guys as well which I can't let happen.

I let a small cry out when I hit the side table by the door and I sucked in a huge breath whimpering.  I looked up through tears when I saw Jimin had made his way from the hall turning the light on.

I hide the one side of my face from his view "Neko what the hell it's 10:00 pm you had Seokjin so worried."  Jimin hissed at me when I slowly held myself trying to keep my balance.

"I'm sorry Jimin." I whimpered out squeezing at my eyes for a moment in time.  He paused before he got more loudly.

  "Are you crying what's wrong?" Jimin demanded out stepping towards me more and the pain interrupted in me, I cried softly facing away from him and Jimin quickly came over wrapping one arm around me on my shoulders.

"Neko what's wrong? What's going on?"  Jimin kept demanded keeping his arms wrapped around me. I couldn't form words my throat was hurting and was raw.  "Jimin I'm sorry for being late I won't do it again."  I cracked and Jimin made me face him.

"Neko don't worry about that alright? Let's get you to bed okay,"  Jimin reassured me.

I shook my head fast panicking a bit causing my breath to speed up. "No I can't go to bed yet I need to take a bath."  I whimpered and Jimin shushed me quietly.

"Okay okay, Neko it's okay." Jimin whispered to me even more jumping a little up in place. "What's wrong what happened?" Jimin asked.

I shook my head more "I can't no.. They won't be safe." I almost tumbled with tears still in my eyes but Jimin quickly caught me holding my waist. He had wide eyes gasping.

"Woah okay its okay Neko."  He whispered." I just need to get you to the bathroom okay?"  Jimin reassured, I found myself nodding helping Jimin as I lifted my aching body up panting.

While Jimin helped me taking me to the bathroom and he made me sit on the edge of the tub which was so painful, making me hold my mouth almost launching forward.

Jimin was extremely worried which was rare for him.  "Will you let me run the bath water are you taking a shower or bath?"  Jimin asked and I slowly tried calming myself down.

"A bath."  I said locking eyes with Jimin. He licked his lower lip still frightened with fear "what happened okay?"  He said nodding towards me a few times in place. He turned the water the loud rush sound of water, made startled causing me to whimper from all the shouting and yelling.

I did along with Hinsu yelling. "Neko what happened? Please tell me I'm your hyung."  Jimin whispered it again towards me in a soft tone. I kept shaking my head.

"I can't Jimin."  My voice shook with every word that was slipping from me, making him gaze at me again as the water filled all the way to the top.

"Did something happen to you was it saeseng fans?" He kept asking me, each question went straight into the back of my mind, I kept denying it.

"No."  I whispered and Jimin shut the water up he slowly wrapped his arm around me again.

"Neko I'm worried for you I know I have a funny way of showing it, but I promise you I'm accepting you so do the guys okay."  Jimin whispered. "We care for you," Jimin repeated the words were going straight to my head but they quickly went negative to my mind.

"Okay." I answered back, Jimin smiled my way softly at me.

"Once you're done get some sleep but this isn't going away we're talking about this in the morning."  Jimin reassured me getting up.

I nodded watching him leave me alone quickly stripping out my tainted clothes painfully. I slipped in the tub hissing at the warm water and immediately I saw the deep red color seep out through staining the water.

I gasped some more from paint was ranking through me.  I started crying quietly, I covered my face leaning my elbows on the edge of the tub to try and catch my breath.

"Breath,"  I whispered painfully with a cracked tone as my chest heaved each time.  I inhaled my face was getting wet from water already on my hands. It didn't take too long for the water to turn a nasty red shade making me panic and keep crying to myself.

I started scrubbing myself hard of the unwanted feeling of being used and being awful, it was just terrible.