The Last [Bts Ambm]

Chapter Three

Neko's Pov
I made my way to the dorm it was about 8:40 really close to nine. I had spent hours, catching up with PD Nim for a bit till he told me I should head to the dorm since it was getting dark. I agreed stopping out to the store to get some things not really for me since I well don't eat. I just lie and say I have eaten, I can keep it up for a while drinking lots of water and sometimes eating just a bit but not a lot.

I had my headphones in again at a low volume while, I entered the dorm shutting the door behind me. I slipped my shoes off leaving them by the doorway still holding the black plastic bag.

"Neko." I heard a loud exclaim and I wince pulling one headphone out when I saw a happy Hoseok.

"Hi?" I replied in a soft confused tone, tilting my head towards one side for a second.

"Come eat dinner," Hoseok exclaimed to me that didn't seem to work out too well, I was gonna go shower and then go lay down. I shared a room with Jungkook and Jimin, not a good mix I think so.

"Oh no I'm fine Hoseok I'm gonna go shower then sleep. I ate back at the big hit," I reassured him awkwardly as I shifted.

"That's not an answer come eat." Hoseok called I sighed a bit he wasn't letting up any time soon.

"Hoseok I really just wanna sleep." I found my voice  once again, as I spoke towards him.

"Hey it's not my rule Seokjin came up with the rule." He stammered in his English a boyish like giggle left from him. It was so like him to be so bubbly.

I cracked a small smile it had me fully relaxed.  How am I gonna fake eat in front of them? I thought yet Hoseok won't let me go to the room at all leaving nothing  but a sigh escaping me.  "Alright." I muttered back my answer, "Here I pick up some thing's for you guys I guess." I stated, handing him the bag.

Hoseok's eyes lit up his eyes shifting towards my hand quickly.  "Really?" He asked confused. I nodded flashing him my own smile. He took it with a smile.

"Thank you Neko nothing is poisoned right?" Hoseok asked me quickly when we walked in the living room. I shook my head side to side loose strands of my hair getting in the way.

"I wouldn't really have a reason to no." I said blinking at his bubbly self. He cracked a smile throwing me into a surprise side hug squeezing my upper shoulders.

"Thank you." He gushed when I nodded my face heated up a little at the affection. "You're very welcome." I whispered being squeezed to death.

"You're late." Yoongi called to me lifting his eyes up from the TV once he could spot the footsteps slipping to his ears.

"Yeah sorry." I called being forced to sit down beside Hoseok. Perfectly honest, I only trust Hoseok not to kill me in my sleep so I stick by him or by myself really.

"Don't come home late again okay?" Seokjin called to me sternly mouth full of noodles. I nodded baffled at him. He handed me a bowl out fingers brushing with one another. I took it firmly into my palm gazing at it a bit and messed with the chopsticks as well I just wanted to sleep I thought messing with my food a bit.

I shifted my eyes around some more not paying attention to anything around me. It was like that for about fifteen minutes of me not touching my food in my lap and I was dozing off as well.

"Neko." I heard sharp voice called out I jolted awake looking to see Jimin had called me "What?" I called acting like I was okay.

"Do you not like Seokjin's food?" He asked me annoyed and Seokjin looked towards at me.

"No it's not that I'm not feeling well." I corrected. Jimin rolled his eyes a bit, lifting his chopsticks up further to his mouth.

"I can make some soup if you want?"Seokjin suggested.

"No its okay I just wanna go to sleep." I stated Namjoon looked.

"Eat one bite and then you can go sleep." Namjoon suggested. I liked that deal raising my chopsticks up I took some noodles eating. The flavors were really good Seokjin was an amazing cook it's just I've been forcing myself not to eat at all.

Namjoon nodded with an accomplished looked.  "What's your Korean name?" Taehyung suddenly asked  boredom seeping through his lips.

I looked startled like up. "Korean name?" I asked Jungkook nodded rolling his eyes.

"Neko is your real American name and stage but you may have a Korean name as well." Jungkook explained. I remember my moms would call me Neko they still do but also.

"Byung Gin." I whispered in a daze.

"Huh?" Yoongi called loudly over everyone.

"My Korean name is Byung Gin." I called Seokjin looked in small daze.

"Byung Gin your name means bright truth?" Seokjin called out with his own smile, I didn't know the meaning but that name seems a lie all I do is lie to make myself feel better and for others.

"Byung Gin." Taehyung said to himself nodding.

"Alright you can go." Namjoon reassured, I'm sure Taehyung will eat your food." Namjoon suggested. Taehyung held his hands out and I gave him my bowl getting up bowing my head. Hoseok beamed waving at me as I left awkward dinner I thought.