The Last [Bts Ambm]

Chapter Nineteen

Neko's Pov
I leaned on the sleeves of my sweater deeply flicking my eyes between the seven of my lovely hyungs.  Who were arguing deeply back and forth between each other, not really minding my opinion or thoughts on this whole thing its been yet another stressful week gone by.

After Yoongi Hyung told me about his feelings one by one all of them did,  it caused a huge stir of mixed emotions between everyone.  I wanted to be with them all, I truly did. I only trust myself with them, not after everything I went through.

So here we were trying to figure out how this relationship was gonna go.  Me the makane being all their special love and boyfriend.

"What you are suggesting is so selfish hyung and you know it," Hoseok exclaimed to Yoongi who was deeply and stressful messing with his green hair.

"How is it selfish." Yoongi snapped loudly.

"it is fair because Neko isn't even fully comfortable with it." Yoongi snapped and I jolted a small bit eyes wide.

"It isn't fair at all because you want Neko to yourself." Jimin declared arms folded deeply across his chest orange hair framed across his face.

"It is not." Yoongi snapped once again in the last few hours they all got loud again talking over each other. It worried me a bit what if it because physical.

"Seokjin," I called loudly worried and Seokjin snapped his gaze to me messing with his hair.

"What?" He called and I winced a small bit chewing on my lower lip.

"Can I suggest something please?" I pleaded Seokjin's eyes deeply went soft and he nodded.

"Yeah." He quickly smacked Jungkook across his head doing the same to Taehyung.

I winced hearing the two say a loud ow out loudly. "Yah pabos, hush you three too." Seokjin exclaimed shutting Namjoon Hoseok, Yoongi and Jimin up.

"That freaking hurt," Taehyung exclaimed Seokjin just rolled his eyes looking at me smiling apologetically.

"Jaigya wants to speak," Seokjin called immediately all there attention was on me each pair of eyes and stare made me embarrassed and I ducked my head down which made Namjoon and Hoseok coo.

"So cute." Namjoon squeal. I held my face deeply my curls getting in my face.

"I have a few suggestions for us now." I squeaked out clearing my throat.

"Go ahead." Jimin told me softly smiling.

"We're sorry we weren't listening." Taehyung apologized deeply.

"Its okay." I reassured looking at my seven Hyungs... My member's and now boyfriends.

"To speak the truth I don't feel like a bottom with all of you only a few." I answered and Yoongi lifted an eyebrow.

"Which ones?" He asked curiously.

"Only with Namjoon, Hoseok, Seokjin and you Yoongi," I answered Namjoon and Yoongi quickly highed fived looking happy.

"You feel top with Jimin, Jungkook and Taehyung?" Seokjin asked amused holding his chin I nodded.

"I'm fine with that." Jimin shrugged lightly smiling biting his lip giggling.

"I am not." Jungkook whined, "I can be a top." Jungkook exclaimed.  Taehyung snorted over his laugh playful looking at Jungkook swinging his arm to rest on there.

"Join the club kookie you are just bottom material." Taehyung teased at him, Jungkook threw Taehyung's arms off him and each one of them burst into loud laughter.

I smiled chuckling deeply, I liked when they were happy cause if they were happy I was happy and that's all that really mattered there happiness it still feels weird that I am a huge part of Bts now I am the last and eighth member.

I felt Jimin sit in my lap after calming down and I swooped my arms to slide across his waist.

"I love you," Jimin muttered snuggling up too me deeply I smiled pressing a small delicate kiss to his cheek.

"I love you more." I whispered seeing Jimin smiling softly starting to play with hands " you ready for mc countdown tomorrow?" he asked me curious like I shook my head fast.

"No, actually I'm scared to death," I admitted Jimin breathed out an amused chuckled squeezing my hands with his.

"Don't stress Neko you have us seven to make sure things go smoothly and remember we always, always will protect you from harms way," Jimin reassured me deeply.

I blinked a few times that sentence going through my head always it repeated I squeezed Jimin softly.

"Thank you for that, my little mochi." Jimin let's a sweet laugh out and Jungkook looked at the both of us smiling deeply.

I love the happiness that is around now of removes the scar slightly and replaces it with a nice feeling.

I gazed at Yoongi who was showing his gummy smile at Hoseok being goofy.  e
Everyone calm now it was deep love and happiness and I loved the feeling.