The Last [Bts Ambm]

Chapter Sixteen

Neko's Pov
I sat in Jungkook, Jimin and my room to wearing a large sweater to cover my body these last two months have been super crazy and have a lot happening.

I had to go to court to testify against Hinsu and it was scary. PD Nim was trying to make sure that we kept this all away from Army and the media but its really hard to hide.

The guys look at me different now they protect me and even see me more fragile then I had been before.

I traced my arm looking down and I quickly covered my arm fast when the door open I saw Jimin step in messing with his hair "Neko-ah." he called and focused on him curiously.

"You have your doctor appointment today." Jimin called to me and I released a small hum out "I forget." I told him he smiled sweetly at me.

"It's okay its today alright and remember what manager Hyung said you need to take it easy on your self, don't overwork yourself he even said you don't have to do the new comeback if you are not up for it," Jimin called.

No that's just making me nuisance I thought "I wanna be part of Run Jimin." I said and he gave me soft eyes sitting on the bed with me.

"Neko." Jimin whispered and he gave me sad eyes "you don't think I can do it?" I asked him hurt by his actions.

Jimin shook his head "no it's not that Neko we all know you can do it but you've been through a lot okay." Jimin reassured me and I took a soft deep breath in.

I pulled Jimin into me and he let a surprised noise out holding me tight "I love you Jimin." I told him resting my face on his neck Jimin hummed to me rubbing my back "I love you too Neko we all love you." Jimin reassured me deeply.

Time Skip...
All the things the doctor had to do today were so uncomfortable having someone look at my body after it has been destroyed is something I don't like but he had to see all the damage that was abuse, inflicted on my body since even though its been two months since Hinsu was sentenced his mark will always stay.

I leaned my cheek on my fist sitting criss-cross applesauce on the examination table Seokjin and Yoongi In here to hear the doctors report on me.

"So Neko, in fact, did receive a lot of damage and injury to himself multiple wounds have been detected dating back to four months back." Dr. Hamilton called.

Yoongi nodded deeply with an angry look "forced rape a lot but what concern me is the fresh marks on Neko's left arm?" I looked away hearing Seokjin inhaled a hard breath.

"Neko." Seokjin called his voice cracking a bit and I refused to look at them "what's on your arm?" Seokjin asked me deeply like he was gonna cry there's no use in trying to lie.

"There cuts." I whispered, "why?" Yoongi called deeply I blinked a few times my hair getting in my face.

"I hate myself I thought that cutting would help me," I answered Seokjin let a pained sound out.

"Neko why can't you see that you matter to us why do you keep hurting us breaking us." Seokjin snapped to me and I looked up worried seeing and hearing Seokjin crying and Yoongi was upset.

"Seokjin I don't belong and it's time I saw it I don't belong with you guys, everyone hates me and..." I trailed off.

"I deserve everything Hinsu did the rape, the hits, every name he's right I don't belong," I told them and Seokjin's cries just increased.

"Don't say that." Seokjin snapped at me it wasn't an angry snap more upset "nobody deserves that." Seokjin whispered to me still crying.

"I can't this...this." Seokjin cried leaving the room and I felt immediate guilt "Mr. Min do you mind taking charge with Neko I'm worried about his mental health as well." Dr. Hamilton called.

Yoongi gave me a sad hurt looked our gazing saying something.

"I don't mind taking charge we're also worried about Neko's health I'll make sure he doesn't harm himself again and I'll make sure to hide anything that may harm him," Yoongi called seriously.

I looked back down "you have my word." Yoongi called clicking his tongue I picked at the string on my shirt "okay have Neko come back to me in a month or so will check on him." Dr. Hamilton called.

"Okay." Yoongi answered he came over to me helping me down "come on." Yoongi caked and I nodded following him out the room keeping quiet I held my arms and I took a deep breath.

"Yoongi I'm sorry." I whimpered "no don't be sorry." Yoongi called "part of this is our fault we were so into having an eighth member being mean just made it worse, we should have seen right away something was going on and we didn't." Yoongi told me saddened.

"And that makes us bad hyung's and bad group members," Yoongi called.

"We're switching roommates for the comeback you'll be rooming with me and Hoseok cause I will be keeping an eye on you none of us would be able to live with ourselves if something happen to you," Yoongi told me.

He grabbed my hand giving it a small squeeze and giving me his soft smile "stay here I need to find Seokjin hyung cause I could see he was really upset over all this." Yoongi called.

My gaze soften Yoongi nodded before leaving me my hand felt empty and I looked down at my shoes then back up "why can't I do anything right?"