The Last [Bts Ambm]

Epilogue

Neko's Pov
"Hey Neko you think you'll be able to do it today." I heard the soft, and kind voice of Namjoon speaking to me. I scooted a little closer to the edge of my bed letting the darkness surround the room that felt so foreign yet I spent all my time in this room with Namjoon.

Of course that was a year ago. All my long curly hair was pulled back into a loss bun, and I cuddled into the thin material of Yoongi's hoodie that shockingly fit me so well. I've been back here for three months and I was still trying to get use to my home. It was my home but I felt so lost within these walls.

I gave Namjoon a shaky head nod trying not to show any emotions. I didn't like showing them now. Namjoon breathed out a soft sigh and passed by me kissing my head.

"Neko... This therapy you have to go three times a week.  It's suppose to help with the trauma okay? I'm gonna pull the curtains to the side you need a little sun." I nodded my head again, watching Namjoon it felt like I was watching a brand new man.

It felt that way with everyone. I slowly fluttered my eyes a thought going through my head, one I've had for a while. We were only seven, now we all have you. I blinked away tears.

"Namjoon. " I called out quietly seeing him glance back over at me with soft eyes. I filled just a little bit but then spoke.

"I.... I think I wanna leave Bts.... I want you guys to be seven again...."

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"This is outrageous."

"It doesn't make sense."

"See we knew he was too weak to handle Korean standards."

"Look at him bringing our boys down yet again, I'm glad he is leaving."

"Bangtan is seven and always will be seven that's how it should have stayed."

I looked at the tv screen with a small faint smile but shook away the feelings, feeling more then a large weight off my shoulders. I felt free. At the beginning music was what I loved.

God I loved being apart of Bts without the struggles, and even with the struggles. I grew, and then was cut down limb by limb. I grew again and was cut down. I inhaled and watched Seokjin angrily cut the tv off tossing the room it not the wall with the oldest bang cause it to shatter and break in half.

I had to ignore Jungkook's loud sniffling. I knew it was hurting them, but it was for the best. We all knew it. "Neko.... I just wanna know why?" Yoongi whispered to me gently placing his hand over mine.

I gazed at him my mind was faded with all those antidepressants and medications. I took a breath playing with my fingers slowly.

"I.... I need to find myself again. I can't keep being weak like this.... It's affecting your guys image, by leaving yeah I'm choosing the cowards way out, but.... At least I'll find myself again even if it means I'm on my own." I whispered.  Jimin had so many tears leaving him, his lips quivering he quickly hugged me deeply, making me gasp quietly but I slowly hugged him back tightly holding him close to me.

"Bang Pdnim is terminating my contact but he told me if I ever wanna go back to the music here, I'm free to do it." It seemed like that made Jimin's crying louder so I tighten my grip rocking him side to side. It was a sad day, but I needed it.

"I know it's bad guys... But we have to look at it like this.... We love Neko we want him to get better. And some people aren't happy about it but as his boyfriends we have to respect that he wants to focus on his health." Namjoon told everyone gently.

Hoseok was nodding his head deeply, tears still leaving him greatly. "And because he wants to focus on his health, will be with him every step." Taehyung whispered his face facing the ground.

He gave me a soft  smile which I returned. But I slowly focused my eyes on Seokjin when he spoke. "What happened to being parallel lines, looking for the same space?" He asked me hurt lacing all through his eyes. I blinked a few times, before I spoke.

"That still applies babe I promise, as soon as I get better, I'll still be looking for that same spot like you guys, expect you guys have already found that spot, in the hearts of everyone and anyone." I smiled faintly.

"You guys are going on a usa tour again, and I'll keep in contact the whole time. I'll make sure to take my medication so you don't worry too much Yoongi and I'll make a comeback I swear." It was the most positive I have been in such a long time and I needed it. The positive change.

Jungkook looked at me softly before he smiled and kissed my cheek gently moving the strands from my hair that fell from the bun delicately, he then whispered to me with small happiness. "And we will support you.... I promise we will."

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~Six Months Later ~
"Hyung oh my god!" Jungkook shouted loudly causing all his Hyungs to either look scared of shocked.

"Jungkook what!" Yoongi shot him a glare and sighed holding his head before making his way over to were Jungkook was looking wided eyed, his mouth forming a soft look of surprise.

"I...it's Neko." That was a cue for all of them to quickly rush over to Jungkook who was sitting on the couch.

"Let me see!" Hoseok quickly snatched his phone away, and even his eyes were wide.

"What does it say! " Taehyung and Jimin were growing really impatient. Before Hoseok read the article out loud.

"Neko an ex member of the world known group Bts just revealed teasers that he is coming back with the words Fear and The Next present. Is he finally making a comeback as solo but the shadows in the back say something elss?"

Everyone was looking between one another with shocked expressions, they talked to their boyfriend everyday and he never mentioned any of this in the talks everyday. Jimin was the first to speak surprised. Still in shock he had his mouth covered.

"Wait.... Is he going solo or is he debuting with another group?"