The Last [Bts Ambm]

Chapter Eight

Jimin's Pov
I held my bag some more as I was gonna slip into the practice room late at night since I was being very restless and bored at the dorm so when I am bored I practice a bit more.

Gripping my water bottle I opened the door to the practice room and I peeked in when I heard loud music playing slightly curious I flicked my gaze around.

I saw Neko was just finishing to Dope and he sweating deeply. I rolled my eyes just a bit when he sighed heavy pulling his sweaty hair away.

"I can't get that move right," he grumbled a bit when he shifted way more sighing he turned around grabbing his water bottle drinking.

He locked eyes with me for a quick second just a bit stunned but shook his head "I know you want the dance room Jimin I'm done." Neko called and I shifted more watching Neko grab his bag.

I stepped in more with Neko furious I don't know were the sudden angry came from.

"Why are you still so nice to meet after I treat you so bad." I snapped at him what's wrong with him why does he think by guilt tripping me will make me like him.

"You're my hyung." Neko called calmly when looking at me more through this bangs "I'm not gonna disrespect you." Neko called to me again with a soft look.

He sighed heavy and I snapped again "just stop it stop trying to make me feel bad for you, you ruined Bts are members and I'll never accept you." I spat at him throwing my bag on the ground roughly creating a loud thud.

I watched as Neko looked at me with sad eyes "I know Jimin I know what I ruined I don't expect you to like me or accept me I'm not trying at all." Neko exclaimed to me.

"I get hate from army, other idols everybody Jimin I'm not trying anything," Neko called calmly to me and I called shook my head fast with a glare but in my heart, it was so soft with sadness.

Why am I being so mean and harsh? it's not like me it's not Neko's fault at all why am I blaming him there Is so much rudeness in me and I don't like this me at all.

I faced away from Neko calming myself down while looking at the floor 'I don't mean to be so harsh Neko." I called to him quietly.

"I usually am never this mean at all its not like me at all," I whispered sighing heavy.

"I see all the guys have fallen under your wing of happiness and cuteness it won't be that easy for me," I answered looking up at him sadly.

"Give me time lots of time a few months at least to get used to the routine and I'll slowly accept you," I muttered.

Neko held his arms a bit more nodding as he put his water bottle up and slipped it in his backpack.

"That's fine as long as you do what's perfect for you." He told me I watched him with sad eyes as he ruffled his hair a bit and he slowly started making his way around me leaving.

"You don't have to leave." I called my back turned towards him Neko let a small chuckle out "Jimin you may despise me but I study you guys I know you like practicing alone." Neko called.

I finally faced him again as Neko messed with his bangs chewing on his lower lip as well a facing me again lifting his gaze to me "don't stay too long or Seokjin will worry." Neko said his final words leaving me alone.

I heard the door close behind leaving me alone to fell so guilty. I grunted sitting down on the floor rough "damn." I whispered my bangs getting in the way of my eyes as I held my knees tight leaning against the wall.

"I'm sorry Neko." I muttered shaking my head side to side "I don't me to be so harsh on you are new makane." I told myself.

I ruffled my hair a few times and stood up going to the stereo dancing helps get all that out very quickly blinking a few times I was focusing on picking one of are songs maybe for you or just one day I thought nodding not getting Neko out my head me being basically a dick made me sick to my stomach.