Chapter Eleven

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Yoongi's Pov
"I'm still tired," I grumbled to myself as I rubbed my face walking the halls of the dorm after waking up and taking my shower. I passed by Jungkook, Jimin and Neko's room seeing it open.

I breathed a huge sigh of relief out when seeing Neko sleep in bed.  He gave us all a huge scare last night I thought something happened to him whether I like it or not. Neko is the makane and all of us look after the makane. Like we use to with Jungkook and still do since he is the second youngest.

I leaned on the door frame seeing Jimin wasn't in bed but the two others were as well. I leaned my head on the door frame studying Neko seeing him whimper just a bit curling up into a ball.

I perk up a bit with wide eyes before I looked when I felt someone grab my shoulder. I looked to see Jimin his hair dripping wet from his shower.

"Jimin." I whispered over towards him in a hush tone.

"Hey hyung." He whispered back keeping into the doorway a little leaning in body to be in the frame.  "Is Neko sleep?" Jimin whispered I slowly nodded finding myself very confused all of a sudden.

"Yeah, you seem worried Jimin?" I whispered out my question statement.  He slowly nodded his eyes conflicted with emotions.

"I am last night he came home crying Yoongi he wouldn't stop crying he was hysterically about something I had to catch him when he fell from pain," Jimin whispered deeply nodding towards Neko in bed.

My eyes went wide in form.  "What?" I whispered in shock Jimin nodded rubbing his chin.

"I was finally able to get him in the tub to bath the whole night hyung Neko cried and cried.  I finally had to climb into bed with him for him to fall asleep with me," Jimin whispered sadly.

I was shocked by that "Jimin?" I whispered he nodded.

"It was the only way he was sobbing his heart out telling me hyung it hurts it hurts so much, I didn't know what was hurting him because he wouldn't tell me just kept crying finally me holding him and whispering to him he fell asleep," Jimin whispered explaining how the whole night went.

I rubbed my face deeply.  "5hat's bad Jimin did he tell you what happen?" I asked angrily.  Jimin shook his head side to side.

"He wouldn't tell me it was bad Yoongi something happened to him," Jimin whispered worried looking back into the room with Neko and I did the same.

"Will bring it up during breakfast will let him sleep okay," I whispered when Jimin slowly nodded walking away to the living room.

I sighed more studying Neko we've been so rude and in reality, he is going through something as well I fell terrible I care for that seventeen-year-old so much.


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Neko's Pov
I slowly fluttered my eyes open when the still deep pain in my body hit me at full blast slowly I had cried out still I sat up seeing I was the only one in the bedroom. I slowly held my head rocking whispering to myself, the fire traveling from my butt all the way to my spine. When will that heal? I don't think it will.

I got up out of bed cause I was gonna take a quick shower cause I still felt so dirty and used but once I stood up, the pain was worse and I fell hitting the floor.

I whimpered and I threw something hard at the wall creating a loud bang.  "God damn it!" I cried starting to sob all over again. Last night I've cried more than my entire life, raising my knees while trembling I wept in my arms crying and it rang my ears remembering it all.

I just needed one thing to break me and make me crumble and Hinsu succeeded in doing that. I kept rocking and I heard feet pounding as they made their way to the room.

"Neko-ah?" I heard Seokjin whimpered as he dropped down beside me and he started hugging me.

"Seokjin I'm sorry about last night." I sobbed.

Seokjin shushed me moving my messy hair and held me close to him. "Last night doesn't matter I'm not mad what's wrong little one?" Seokjin whispered to me as he locked me in a deep hug.

I cried in his chest feeling someone rubbing my back. "Seokjin I'm so sorry." I shuddered my voice cracking, shaking as I trembled in his hold.

"Neko no its okay alright you haven't done anything wrong alright," Seokjin whispered to me.

"Yes, I have." I whispered, "I've let Bts down you guys hate everything about me I don't belong here." I trembled out.

Seokjin squeezed me. "Neko why would you think this? We don't hate anymore we care about you, just like us you belong here.  We're like parallel lines looking for the same spot but different." Seokjin whispered to me In his adorable English.

"It doesn't matter that we're different we're the same at heart you are part of Bangtan we need out makane now okay?  Nothing you do will make us hate you again okay," Seokjin whispered his calm voice slowly made me relax and my cries to stop slowing down to a light sniffle.

I finally recognize the hand rubbing my back it was Jungkook. "Okay Seokjin." I whispered back I felt Seokjin leaned his head down on my shoulder a bit.

"Are you alright to eat or do you need a few minutes?" Seokjin asked me softly slowly. He releases me but it felt like he didn't wanna let go looking in Seokjin's deep soft worried eyes the pain seem to fade only a little bit.

I wiped my eyes seeing the guys as well looking worried. "I can eat." I whispered lying to him. Seokjiin slowly smiled a bit and held both his hands out for me to take.

"Come on," He whispered helping me up and I hid the wince hoping they wouldn't notice any visible marks and or bruises on me as well.

Jungkook laid his arm on my shoulder nodding.  "Let's go eat Neko." Jungkook said kindly to me.

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