Neko's Pov
I couldn't really stop myself from smiling at my phone so much. It became such a habit that I was in my phone twenty four seven unless I was passed out sleep. Doing a concert or spending time with the guys. It was like so my worries could go away when I was spending time with all the Txt members when they finally debuted.They were so much younger then all of us. And yet they still have been getting a ton of hate for wanting to achieve there dream just like we all did. I was sprawled out on the floor laying in Jungkook's lap while he played a game on his laptop.
He kept both arms around me securing them in place his head resting on my shoulder a bit. "Jungkook." I mumbled hearing him hum meaning he was listening. "What's wrong babe?" He mumbled flicking his eyes towards me slightly.
"Do you ever get this strange turning in your stomach, when you're not sure if something good or bad is gonna happen?" I questioned.
I kept chewing at my fingers roughly, hearing him hum a little. "Actually yes, when we first debuted, when I would go on stage, I would get all kinds of turning, thought I was gonna throw up." He joked softly pressing a big kiss onto my cheek smiling.
"But it's normal to be nervous, a part of life is being nervous yeah Jaigya." He reassured me still kissing my cheeks gently. "As long as you have us, you're just as strong as you ever were before." He reassured me making me smile shyly.
I traced Jungkook's fingers out of a large habit I grew to have. "Has anyone ever told you, you're good with your words." I mumbled letting a small laugh out. Jungkook's body shook with laughter as he pulled my messy hair away from face.
"So I've been told." He responded going back to clicking away on his laptop.
"Jungkook! Neko! Come eat. " Namjoon shouted out toward the both of us startling me deeply. Jungkook groaned shaking his head.
"Always in the middle." He grumbled whined shutting his laptop. He helped me up, holding my hand pulling me along with him, but still for the same reason the feeling in my stomach would not go away at all.
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Half the night flew by right by my eyes. It was filled with laughter, screaming kissing and a lot of peacefulness. But I felt it in my gut, it was gonna be the last time it was gonna be like this."Stop Jimin." I whined throwing a marshmallow at him watching him pop his mouth open to catch it giggling.
"You know you still love me." He muffled out smiling at me. Taehyung grinned a little while he held me between his legs, chuckling while Seokjin rolled his eyes playfully at everyone.
"Ah shit." Yoongi suddenly mumbled getting up off the floor.
"What's the matter hyung? " Namjoon questioned looking at him. Yoongi was looking at his phone so confused, an eyebrow lifted.
"Manger Hyung told me, we need to change the security password asap." He mumbled more to himself confused.
"Go do it." Jungkook chuckled. The feeling was back in my gut and I sat up a little making Taehyung follow me with his eyes.
"Yoongi, let me help." I called and he shook his head. "It will just be a few minutes." He called back heading back towards the door. I felt it grow and I didn't like it one bit.
I quickly sprung up, hearing everyone call out to me confused. I rushed towards the front entrance, my body growing cold and stiff with the sight in front of my eyes. But I had to keep my cool, on the inside I was beyond scared and nervous always trust the feeling.
Yoongi was keeping his calm as well, but I didn't know how. He had a gun pointed towards his head while Hinsu was gazing at me straight in the eyes, crazy as he ever has been. Maybe even insane.
"Neko get back." Yoongi warned me giving me soft eyes.
"Nice to see you again Neko." Hinsu cooed out watching my movements closely.
"Hinsu." I warned out taking a careful step towards him still staring the devil straight in the eyes.
"Don't hurt them okay? I'm not gonna fight you this time, let Yoongi go and I'll go with you." I whispered watching Yoongi look at me with pure shock.
"Neko! I said get back now!" Yoongi shouted back.
"Me for him okay." I said again.
"He's more important, you know that if you kill him, you'll get way more jail time, but with me remember, I'm just unimportant. " I said again stepping towards him again.
I knew what I was doing was crazy, but if I ever was to pick myself or them. It would be them over me."Neko don't." Yoongi warned me I finally saw the tears leaving him. "Please don't. " He whimpered his eyes pleading and begging to me.
I heard Jimin, Taehyung and Hoseok quickly enter the entrance once they heard all the noise and Hoseok shouted quickly.
"Hyung!" He screamed out in shock. "You know Neko, it's always you who has caught my eye, so innocent, yet I took that, so broken, yet whole." Hinsu said yet again.
I looked him in the eyes more and spoke "You can take me okay." I said again.
"Neko no what are you doing!" Jimin shouted in shock trying to rush forward but I was quicker and quickly pushed him back towards Taheyung and Hoseok.
"Get Namjoon, Jungkook and Seokjin, okay tell them I love them okay." I said again. I looked at the three with sad eyes before before I showed Hinsu I was trying to do anything funny, or messed up.
I was halfway towards him when he let Yoongi go and pushed him towards Taehyung, Hosoek, and Jimin and who was already a sobbing mess.
Hinsu quickly roughly grabbed me and placed the gun towards me. I took a calming breath in, trying to drown out Jimin's sobbing and Taehyung screaming and begging.
Shortly I could hear Namjoon, Jungkook and Seokjin. It was a lot to happened in just a few short minutes.
"Do not fucking follow us." Hinsu snapped out with venom looking at the guys he held the gun towards them and I let a small whimper out.
"Don't hurt them please Hinsu remember, they are more important then I'll ever be." I whispered locking eyes with namjoon I saw how badly he wanted to lunge forward but I couldn't allow that.
"Hyung please oh god! " Jimin screamed, and sobbed trying to break free from Yoongi holding him close to keep him from running forward towards him.
I looked Seokjin in the eyes and for the last time I whispered that I love them quickly being forced out of the dorms, everything slowly fading out into my view.