Beyond The Dimensions (Di luar Dimensi)

Chapter 5

#BeyondTheDimensions
Chapter 5

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my love my fate you will fade away

以后隔天与地
Yi hau gaak tin yu dei
We will be far apart after this

i love i hate i'll miss you always

我永远亦爱你
Ngo weng yun yik ngoi nei
I'll love you forever

太美好的东西会走
Tai mei hou dek dung sai wui zau
Things too perfect will go

还未爱够了你怎放手
Wan mei ngoi gau liu nei zam fong sau
I haven't loved you enough, how can I let go

从来不肯假想
Cong loi bat hang ga seong
I've never imagined

失去你那感受
Sat heoi nei na gam sau
The feeling of losing you

我这对脚怎么走
Ngo ze deoi geok zam mo zau
How can I just walk away

从来并未练习过温柔
Cong loi bing mut lin zap guo wan yau
I've never trained to be gentle before

迟学你或已经没法接受
Ci hok nei waak yi king mut faat jip sau
If I learned it late, maybe you can't accept anymore

然后你会说我跟她分左与右
Yin haau nei wui suet ngo gan ta fan zuo yu yau
Then you said you've divided yourself to me and her

谁希罕这种手拖手
Soei hei hon ze zhong sau toh sau
Who would be willing to love like this

my love my fate you will fade away

再没有恋爱味
Zoi mut yau lun ngoi mei
The feeling of love has gone

i love i hate i'll always be afraid

永远也害怕你
Weng yun ya hoi pa nei
I'll be afraid of you forever

我要首先讲声我走
Ngo yiu sau sin gong seng ngo zau
Should I say I'm leaving first

还是爱到你说请你走
Wan si ngoi dou ni suet cheng nei zau
Or remain here and love you 'till you say please leave

如果讲一声
Yu guo gong yat seng
If I said

请照顾我感受
Cheng ziu gun go gaam saau
Please take care of my feelings

我最怕你讲出口
Ngo zui pa nei gong chuut hau
I'm most afraid of hearing you saying it out
从来并未练习过温柔
Cong loi bing mut lin zap guo wan yau
I've never trained to be gentle before

迟学你或已经没法接受
Ci hok nei waak yi king mut faat jip sau
If I learned it late, maybe you can't accept anymore

然后你会说我跟她分左与右
Yin haau nei wui suet ngo gan ta fan zuo yu yau
Then you said you've divided yourself to me and her

谁希罕造种手拖手
Soei hei hon zou zhong sau toh sau
Who would be willing to love like this

下次开心已要靠自己
Ha ci hoi sam yi yiu kao ji gei
Next time I have to depend on myself to feel happy

下次顶多饰演好知己
Ha ci deng do sik yin hou zi gei
Next time I'll have to act like your good friend

其实再次见你真需要靠演技
Kei saat zoi ci gin nei zhan sui yiu kao yin gei
Actually next time it depends on my masking it

也要你我好心地
ya yiu nei ngo hou saam dei
It also needs both our good hearts

my love my fate you will fade away

过去当做看戏
Guo hui dong zou hon hei
Let's pretend that the past was only a movie

世界当没有你
Sai kai dong muut yau nei
Pretending that there's no you in this world~Janice Wei Lan

Tedengar lagi Roselle tu lagu Janice di radio kereta. Tambah parah sudah sakit hati dia. " Evan...I miss you..." Dia terus berentikan kereta. Dia tetunduk lagi di atas tu steering kereta.

Tok...tok...

Dia tedesar ada orang ketuk tu cermin kereta dia. Dia tingu ada satu orang security baju putih. Terus dia kasi turun tu cermin kereta.
"Excuse me miss? Are you okey?" Bilang tu angkol security.
"Emm..I am okay."
"By the way miss, You cannot park your car here." Bilang tu angkol security.
" O...I am so sorry." Bilang Roselle. Dia start kereta baru dia drive. Dia terus layan perasaan sedih dia.

"Babe...lewat juga kau balik.." Bilang si Eline yang baru keluar dari dapur.
"Eline..." terus si Roselle peluk dia.
"Kenapa kau ni Rose...?" Si Eline mau menangis sudah. "Relax kau babe. Mari duduk dulu..." bilang lagi si Eline. Terusla dorang duduk.
"Eline, saya dan Evan... putus tunang sudah." Roselle kasi luah sama si Eline. Eline pegang bahu Roselle baru dia peluk.
" Astagaa babe...bila lagi? Siou(sorry) saya tiada tau apa-apa..."
"Dari kemarin dulu. Saya yang kasi putus dia babe. Mummy dia tau sudah identity sebenar saya." Roselle kasi cerita sama Eline sambil dia menangis.
"Sabar Rose...jadi macam mana la si Evan? Apa la tindakan dia?"
"Dia mau kena kasi kawin sudah tu dengan si Ranya cousin dia."
"Susah juga ni kalau orang kaya-kaya kan." Bilang lagi si Eline. " Kau cantik ba Rose. Nda hairanla banyak orang kaya mau kau. Nda pa. Ada juga yang mau terima kau tu seadanya..." Eline pujuk2 si Roselle.

Antara kawan si Roselle, si Eline ja yang banyak tau tentang dia. Eline ni kira kawan yang paling sporting.
"Susah saya mau kasi lupa Evan. Saya sudah terlalu sayang sama dia."
" Babe, ko pernah pigi clubing ka?" Tiba-tiba si Eline betanya.
" Pernah, si Evan bawa saya dulu."
"Adui...sorry babe sy kasi ingat ko lagi tentang Evan."
"Nda pa jg ba tu."
"Mau pergi sana ka? Kasi chill tu ginawo. Mna tau ko jumpa the next Evan. Haha. Saturday juga ba esok kan."
"Ada-ada ja kau ni."
" Sy offer kau ni. Saya contact Si Darren sekrang kalau ko mau? Jom la babe. At least kena kasi kurang tu sakit hati kau."
"Ba..." Bilang saja si Roselle.

Dia masuk bilik. Mandi baru dia tingu-tingu baju yang sesuai dipakai nanti. Terus dia ambil satu mini dress warna meroon ada lace di blakang dan sleeveless. Dia blow tu rambut dia yang panjang, touch up tu muka pakai make up segala baru dia pakai tu dress tadi.

Tok...tok...
Kena ketuk tu pintu bilik dia.
"Wow...Si Rose kaini?" Bilang si Eline bila Roselle buka pintu bilik dia. Eline pakai blue hanging three quater sleeve top dan mini skirt. Sampai paha saja.
"Wow...advance ko ni Eline..." bilang lagi si Roselle.

Malam tu dorang pergi la ni satu club area Damansara. Darren boyfriend si Eline yang jadi driver. Dia drive Honda Civic silver in colour. Dorang pergi la masuk tu club. Ramai juga manusia dalam sana. Menari-menari lagi. Roselle tingu saja tu keadaan sekeliling. Ada sudah beberapa pasang mata tengok-tengok dia. Dia ignore ja. Dia duduk di tepi sambil tengok orang menari. Eline dan Darren nda tau sudah pergi mana. Dia order la vodka mix 7 up. Dia minum sikit-sikit sambil tutup mata.

Bayangan Evan muncul lagi. Dia terus minum. Kepala Roselle pun mau pening sudah. Tu music DJ yang control tu sound system pun mcm best sudah di telinga Roselle. Dia mula kasi guyang-guyang ja la badan dia sikit-sikit.
"Hi, pretty..." tiba-tiba ni satu orang macam mix Chindian cuba tegur dia. Roselle tengok ja muka tu orang terus dia sambung minum.
"Girl...I just wanna make friend." Tiba-tiba ni orang belai rambut dia. Tu muka mau dekat sudah sana muka si Roselle.
"Hei, stop it!" Roselle tolak tu tangan. Terus tu ada satu orang pigi pigang bahu tu lelaki. Roselle tingu tu muka macam dia pernah jumpa.
"She is my girl!" Bilang tu orang. Tebulat mata si Roselle.

To be continued...

Sorry readers...pindik ja ni part. Sy akan usahakn type pnjng sikit lain kali. 😘😘😘