I thought i could handle it but i really cant....

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I thought i could handle it, but it turns out i really cant. 

Every time i hear his name i get butterflies, just thinking of him my tummy turns. UHH how i hate him!!! Why does he do this to me??? Why?? So i didnt give up, It must have been two weeks ago, that i texted  him, I cant really rememeber what were texting, but what i do remember talking about is him being MIA, and he said he would stop missing out, but as we all know thats a bunch of poop. Then 

Me: I hate you being MIA

Him: well sorry, D its just that im busy with work, and my Girlfriend.

Me: oh.....haha thats understandable

I was struck, He Has A Girlfriend! AHHHH!!!! But at the same time, it was ok, 1 becasue i should have known this by now. I knew somewhere that he could, or did have a girlfriend, i mean look at him, hes cute, and at the same time a women stealer, and sweet talker. 

Lets just say i had a pit in my tummy, and i dont know how to get rid of it. 

I can say i miss him, but then again, i can say its for the best. 

Fuck Paul, i miss him, but then dont.

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